Guest guest Posted July 20, 2003 Report Share Posted July 20, 2003 sorry to hear you are not feeling well tess. i had a bad day yesterday too. my pelvis is out of place and i was running a fever. it was such a beautiful day i wanted to do something so bad. i decided just to go down the road to the dollar store. as i got out of the car i was in so much pain, i could hardly walk. i dealt with the pain, then finally i broke down and took some prednisone. nothing was working. i took a long hot bath andwent to bed. still sore this morning, but not as bad. of coarse today we are supposed to get some bad storms again this afternoon. what fun!!! my parents will be here from florida for another week and tell me this wednesday will be their last visit here fot this trip. i did attend 3 parties with them and have one more to go next saturday. (much better than i did last year) i cashed my last paycheck wednesday even though i knew it wasn't good. i needed my $. we were supposed to be paid last friday, but they didn't even call the office that day. the dr won't be back until friday. i'm sure his wife won't come in either. (they owe the babysitter over 1000 too!!) i have almost 200 in bills sitting here that i can't pay. (plus the dr bills!!) i have been looking for another job, but must be careful of what i pick. hang in there tess. rest, rest.rest....kathy in il Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 20, 2003 Report Share Posted July 20, 2003 Dear Tess, You've been facing so many changes over the last few months that it's not surprising you're having a difficult time. Even good changes like Gen's wedding can be so stressful. I'm hoping that things will calm down for you soon and that the surgery solves at least some of your problems. Sorry to hear about Em's troubles, too. You both have my prayers. [ ] missing you > Hi Sweet People...I'm having really terrible pain in my arms and > legs...it almost hurts too much to walk. I imagine this is because when > I fell and the hip/thigh thing was so nasty, the rest of me had to > compensate. Now that the hip/thigh thing is probably 75% better, I feel > like my body is saying " We've done enough to support that dumb hip/thigh > thing! " It almost brings me to tears. My shoulders & wrists are still > flared. > > Emotionally I've been on shaky ground this past week...no doubt from all > the let-down after all the wonderful wedding activities, Vince's 54th > birthday, my hysterectomy only 4 weeks from Monday, etc. I've been so > sad about losing my uterus, though the poor thing is pretty pathetic at > this point...it never got to do fully what God made it for. I do have 2 > babies (from miscarriages) in Heaven, and oh Lord, I'm just a bundle of > " don't feel goods! " > > And I miss you guys...that may sound funny, but I've been pulled in so > many directions lately, I feel like I haven't had anytime to just " sit > and be " with you all. > > And adding to the mix is HORMONES...grrr. I haven't had a real cycle > since June 2002...this past week I've had all the symptoms of a period > only with very light spotting. That makes me sad & mad. I guess it's my > last hurrah. I started my cycles when I was only 10...you wouldn't think > I'd miss all that. But, it does mark another stage in my life that I > really do feel positive about in the long run, but right now it hurts my > heart. :'''''' > > Hugs & prayers needed. I'm really having a hard time. > > Love to all... > > Guess Who Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 20, 2003 Report Share Posted July 20, 2003 I sure hope you find another job soon. How can they possibly not be paying you? That is not only immoral, but I'm sure it's illegal too. I suppose in order to get the money they owe you,you'd have to sue, and that would probably cost more than you'd gain. Very, very frustrating. Noreen Re: [ ] missing you sorry to hear you are not feeling well tess. i had a bad day yesterday too. my pelvis is out of place and i was running a fever. it was such a beautiful day i wanted to do something so bad. i decided just to go down the road to the dollar store. as i got out of the car i was in so much pain, i could hardly walk. i dealt with the pain, then finally i broke down and took some prednisone. nothing was working. i took a long hot bath andwent to bed. still sore this morning, but not as bad. of coarse today we are supposed to get some bad storms again this afternoon. what fun!!! my parents will be here from florida for another week and tell me this wednesday will be their last visit here fot this trip. i did attend 3 parties with them and have one more to go next saturday. (much better than i did last year) i cashed my last paycheck wednesday even though i knew it wasn't good. i needed my $. we were supposed to be paid last friday, but they didn't even call the office that day. the dr won't be back until friday. i'm sure his wife won't come in either. (they owe the babysitter over 1000 too!!) i have almost 200 in bills sitting here that i can't pay. (plus the dr bills!!) i have been looking for another job, but must be careful of what i pick. hang in there tess. rest, rest.rest....kathy in il Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 20, 2003 Report Share Posted July 20, 2003 that seems to be my life!!! gotta fight to get anywhere. then i happened to think that i lost my coverage on public aid because i was making too much money!!!! wonder how this works now?? kathy in il Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 20, 2003 Report Share Posted July 20, 2003 (((((((((((((((((((((((((Tess))))))))))))))))))))))))))) You're in my prayers, dear friend. I'm sorry you're having so much pain, emotional and physical. There certainly is a letdown after such a blessed event. Love you bunches, Carol [ ] missing you Hi Sweet People...I'm having really terrible pain in my arms and legs...it almost hurts too much to walk. I imagine this is because when I fell and the hip/thigh thing was so nasty, the rest of me had to compensate. Now that the hip/thigh thing is probably 75% better, I feel like my body is saying " We've done enough to support that dumb hip/thigh thing! " It almost brings me to tears. My shoulders & wrists are still flared. Emotionally I've been on shaky ground this past week...no doubt from all the let-down after all the wonderful wedding activities, Vince's 54th birthday, my hysterectomy only 4 weeks from Monday, etc. I've been so sad about losing my uterus, though the poor thing is pretty pathetic at this point...it never got to do fully what God made it for. I do have 2 babies (from miscarriages) in Heaven, and oh Lord, I'm just a bundle of " don't feel goods! " And I miss you guys...that may sound funny, but I've been pulled in so many directions lately, I feel like I haven't had anytime to just " sit and be " with you all. And adding to the mix is HORMONES...grrr. I haven't had a real cycle since June 2002...this past week I've had all the symptoms of a period only with very light spotting. That makes me sad & mad. I guess it's my last hurrah. I started my cycles when I was only 10...you wouldn't think I'd miss all that. But, it does mark another stage in my life that I really do feel positive about in the long run, but right now it hurts my heart. :'''''' Hugs & prayers needed. I'm really having a hard time. Love to all... Guess Who Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 28, 2003 Report Share Posted August 28, 2003 Hi Bob and Vivian, I,also, have wondered where you've been. I, too, was turned down for the social security thing because when I sent in the form they had me fill out, they replied saying they didn't think I was sick enough. Hmmmmmmm......I wonder how they could tell. I'd like that board to spend a few days with me when I'm in a flare or just plain miserable. I have sixty days to appeal which I shall, for sure!!! You have a lawyer..... Did you just look up one in the yellow pages or what? I was thinking of appealing it myself. I wonder if anyone has ever done that? I hope Vivian will get better in time. Sometimes it just takes a bit to improve.....drugs...rest....no stress....Please keep us updated as you know we all care. xxoo Mi. Carmen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 29, 2003 Report Share Posted August 29, 2003 > I was thinking of appealing it myself. I wonder if anyone has ever done > that? You can keep appealing on your own. I didn't get my lawyer until it was time for the administrative law judge appeal. My experience is that SS turns folks down a bunch of times, then usually grants disability by the time you get to the judge. I think they do that to weed out people who will just give up. Yup....I just loved those denial letters! ;-( Don't take them to heart...they are computer generated. (wsm311@...) Peace and Carrots Farm Vermont http://www.homestead.com/peaceandcarrots/ http://www.sHikingHiatus.com/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 29, 2003 Report Share Posted August 29, 2003 Hi ita, Yes, it's exactly as you describe it. I just went to the grocery store, got so tired within ten minutes that I turned around and went home. I'll have my husband drive me there tonight. I know exactly how you feel!! Soooooo, twice you've been turned down. Both times without a lawyer? How did you find your lawyer? I get so upset when I hear other people that are collecting and I know they are not half or three quarters as ill as I am. An acquaintance that is collecting just returned from a trip to South Africa with her girlfriends and before that she went to Ireland. I'd like to know how she was able to walk around so much as I know she's collecting because of her feet. Yeah......life just isn't fair !!! ) ) Please do let me know how your third attempt goes. Enjoy our long weekend.... xxoo Carmen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 23, 2007 Report Share Posted August 23, 2007 Beautiful as always God bless you Randy > > Missing You > > > Today has been especially bad; > even with you contained in my heart, > I am still saddened. > > I need to have you next to me. > I need a hug, as only you give. > I need to hear your voice > tell me that everything will be alright. > > Life is clouding my memory. > I am despaired by the fuzzy image > of you in my mind. > I need you as a whole. > > I must be getting weak > or old. > > > > Randy > > > --------------------------------- > Choose the right car based on your needs. Check out Autos new Car Finder tool. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 23, 2007 Report Share Posted August 23, 2007 Many Blessings DearRandy that one started a waterfalllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!Randy <jqpublic_59@...> wrote: Missing You Today has been especially bad; even with you contained in my heart, I am still saddened. I need to have you next to me. I need a hug, as only you give. I need to hear your voice tell me that everything will be alright. Life is clouding my memory. I am despaired by the fuzzy image of you in my mind. I need you as a whole. I must be getting weak or old. Randy Choose the right car based on your needs. Check out Autos new Car Finder tool. Anastasia Pinpoint customers who are looking for what you sell. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 28, 2007 Report Share Posted August 28, 2007 Dear Randy, How powerful are your words! I can relate to this poem on many levels. I have lost many in my life as of late, 13 to be exact in less than 3 years but also, I feel hope in this poem. I know at some level it makes sense to me, but I am finding it hard to discren exactly from where? Thank you so much, dear friend! Namaste, LUNA > > Missing You > > > Today has been especially bad; > even with you contained in my heart, > I am still saddened. > > I need to have you next to me. > I need a hug, as only you give. > I need to hear your voice > tell me that everything will be alright. > > Life is clouding my memory. > I am despaired by the fuzzy image > of you in my mind. > I need you as a whole. > > I must be getting weak > or old. > > > > Randy > > > --------------------------------- > Choose the right car based on your needs. Check out Autos new Car Finder tool. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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