Guest guest Posted April 26, 2001 Report Share Posted April 26, 2001 In a message dated 4/26/01 4:37:36 PM Eastern Daylight Time, car18win@... writes: > . I am a private person, who NEVER worked out in front of > anyone, even in front of my hubby, so morning is better for me, > Honestly I hate the feeling of my fat jumping around withme, and > Carla and , I can relate to what both of you are saying. I just wanted to tell you a bit about myself, hoping it would help you have faith. (all of you who know me can skip this, lol). After having two kids, I found myself weighing 245 pounds. I was fat and totally miserable. All of my life, I have hated exercise. I tried diet after diet to lose the weight, hoping to avoid having to sweat. Nothing seemed to work. One day I saw the Tae-Bo infomercial and decided to order it. I made up all of the excuses in the world as to why I couldn't work out. I couldn't go to the gym because I was " too fat. " I couldn't go for a walk because it as too embarrassing to be seen by neighbors. I saw the infomercial and thought, now that is something I can do at home. I started doing the tapes for a few months and then quit. I got frustrated that I wasn't getting fast enough results and decided that Tae-Bo wasn't worth the effort. So, I went back to doing what I was doing before, sitting on my butt. One day, as I sat around wallowing in self pity, I decided to try the tapes again. I don't know why, but that time something clicked with me. I have been doing Tae-Bo ever since. Things have not been easy. I have a definite problem with my body image and eating at times too. But very slowly I have worked very hard to change all of my bad habits into good ones. I can't even tell you how much Tae-Bo has changed my life. I am so much stronger and more self assured now. I do things that I never would have done before Tae-Bo. I travel the country to meet up with my Tae-Bo friends. I went out to Los Angeles twice to workout with . I was in a Tae-Bo TV workout and a few workouts on QVC! I EXERCISED on NATIONAL TV!! Me, a girl who would not even go for a walk because I was afraid that people would laugh at me! I went on TV!!! I am also proud to say that I joined a gym a few months ago. I lift weights, do the cardio machines and take kickboxing classes with barely a thought as to who is watching me. I would have never done all of these things before Tae-Bo. I have so much self confidence now and it has spilled over into all areas of my life. Tae-Bo is an amazing thing if you let it in. talks about working yourself from the inside out. It took me a very long time to get what he was saying. Even now I still have days where I let the scale get to me, but I am not nearly as bad as I used to be. I really do believe that if I make myself healthy on the inside, the outside will follow. There will be days in your journey where you feel like giving up. There will be days where you feel fat and ugly. That happens to all of us. I have no idea why it happens, but it does. The important thing for you to remember is that you are a special person, put on this earth for a purpose. I assure you that your purpose is not to beat yourself up on a daily basis over your weight. Ya, it sucks to be over weight! But you know what? You have the power to change! And with patience and determination, you WILL reach your goals! I have lost over 90 pounds now from Tae-Bo and can fit into a size 9! When I was 245 pounds, I couldn't imagine being able to lose the weight. It was too huge, too much, too overwhelming! But somehow I did it. And if I can do it, anyone can (I know that is cliche, but it is so true). You just have to believe that you are worth it and you deserve to be healthy and happy. We have the power to decide how our lives will be. No one is destined to be fat and miserable. No, it is not easy, but anyone can lose weight with patience and determination. I know that both of you have those things inside of you. I hope you are both able to look deep down inside yourselves and find the strength to believe in the power you have to change your lives. You both have it, now is the time to put it to use! Good luck to both of you. We will all be here to support you every step of the way! who is not usually this cheesy...sorry! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 26, 2001 Report Share Posted April 26, 2001 It's funny how sometimes the human mind works. I just finished my daily workout. While I was doing it about mid way, I started to think about how I had lost no weight at all, how I was fat, ugly and how I shouldn't even bother trying so much. I would then try to muffle those thoughts down by saying that it was nonesense. I started to cry and just couldn't stop like it was the end of the world. I admit, I sometimes feel this is a lost cause and I should just give in to the surgeon to hack n' slash this fat off me. I know I can't give up. I paused the tape, cryed myself out and then finished the workout. I feel really weird now. I had to share. I am still on the verge of tears and have no idea what to do or think. I am just feeling terribly alone with this body image I don't like. A. - Webmistress http://www.LaraSanctuary.com http://www.SeasonalJoys.com ICQ: 18686159 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 26, 2001 Report Share Posted April 26, 2001 No !!!! You are NOT ALONE! I feel the same way you do, but you have started to work out. I am so lost, no support, my hubby says I'm too big and fat, and of course I feel just plain gross, but he is only saying this to help motivate me....sometimes I just dunno you know. I am alone at home, but not here, I belong to two taebo boards and have yet to stick my tapes in the VCR!. You said you haven't lost any weight, did you take your measurments before you began your journey? That is what shows you your progress, at first you may not drop weight, it is turning " fat " into muscle...I hate the f (fat) word. But it is true. Also my friends works at our local Y and he says that workouts when you first wake up are more beneficial to your progress, ok, he is no expert, but it makes lots of sense to me, get up, get the blood pumping. You can do this. I'm with you. I will check back tomorrow around noon EST and i would love to hear how you are doing. I will get off my rear and do the workout in the morning. I am a private person, who NEVER worked out in front of anyone, even in front of my hubby, so morning is better for me, Honestly I hate the feeling of my fat jumping around withme, and believe me it does. All My Best, Carla > It's funny how sometimes the human mind works. > I just finished my daily workout. > > While I was doing it about mid way, I started to think about how I had > lost no weight at all, how I was fat, ugly and how I shouldn't even bother > trying so much. I would then try to muffle those thoughts down by saying that it was > nonesense. I started to cry and just couldn't stop like it was the end of the world. > I admit, I sometimes feel this is a lost cause and I should just give in to the surgeon > to hack n' slash this fat off me. I know I can't give up. I paused the tape, cryed > myself out and then finished the workout. > > I feel really weird now. I had to share. I am still on the verge > of tears and have no idea what to do or think. > > I am just feeling terribly alone with this body image I don't like. > > A. - Webmistress > http://www.LaraSanctuary.com > http://www.SeasonalJoys.com > ICQ: 18686159 > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 26, 2001 Report Share Posted April 26, 2001 Good, I suggest you sit down tonight and watch the tape as you would watch a movie. Take the time to assimilate what is saying and doing and tell yourself that you *will* do it tomorrow morning. *hugs* A. - Webmistress http://www.LaraSanctuary.com http://www.SeasonalJoys.com ICQ: 18686159 Re: Negativity , I know what you mean, we fight sometimes, but he told me just a few minutes ago that he is bidding on The Tae Bo Way for me on ebay, he is at home and i'm still at work, leaving shortly, but for him to do that means that he knows i am serious and I mean business. I just look at him when he says mean things and walk away, it sort of puts me plum out of the mood to work out. He is getting better though, he knows being an ass is not the way to get any " happy sheets " so LOL I've been getting my butt kissed. LOL Keep me posted. Tomorrow morning is my first workout to the tapes and I'm pumped to try them, I hope I don't say it and then do nothing. All my best. Carla Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 26, 2001 Report Share Posted April 26, 2001 In a message dated 4/26/01 9:13:50 PM !!!First Boot!!!, Agaw12577@... writes: << You both have it, now is the time to put it to use! Good luck to both of you. We will all be here to support you every step of the way! who is not usually this cheesy...sorry! >> Yeah ! Great post! You should be a motivational speaker :-) You have done some awesome things for yourself and we are proud of you. I hope others will realize that they can have the same thing. a Check out our website at: http://www.members.truepath.com/Crabtrees/home.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 26, 2001 Report Share Posted April 26, 2001 In a message dated 4/27/01 2:26:57 AM !!!First Boot!!!, blaze-designs2@... writes: << Tomorrow is my last day of smoking. Do you think since I am just really starting my exercise program that I will gain weight. Gosh I hope not. I can't afford new clothes. Do you have any tips to help ease the withdrawal symptoms....I am gonna need all the help that I can get but am actually excited that i will soon be smoke free >> , I was never too much of a habitual smoker (thought I did get in the habit for a very short while during a difficult time and freaked when I realized that I was addicted), I was more of a social smoker. But even with the little tar and carbon dioxide I did inhale, I could FEEL it when I worked out and it FELT horrible. While you are working out and struggling with things (make sure you are not too easy on yourself) think about how much easier it will be in a week if you stay cigarette free. Pay attention to your breathing and how your body feels. I don't know how effective nicorette is for the cravings for a heavy smoker, but it did help me and I still have some because I still crave a cigarette occasionally when I smell one. Plus it gives you a little buzz, but it tastes awful and after chewing it you don't want to put anything in your mouth including food and cigarettes. Therefore I wouldn't brush my teeth for a few hours so that the taste would remain in my mouth. Good luck with quitting! a Who still likes to hold a lit cigar on occasion.. I know its bad and weird, but it reminds of my grandfather who smoke a pipe and its very comforting. Its only like 2 or 3 times a year. Check out our website at: http://www.members.truepath.com/Crabtrees/home.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/26/01 5:45:44 PM Eastern Daylight Time, simon@... writes: > I > have close to 90 pounds to lose, and some days, I do feel so overwhelmed. > Between work, kid, and my house I just dont know how I can always make time > for myself. So far for 2 months I have done it, and I feel so great about > I hear ya on that Robbi!! One thing I have learned is that you have to be " selfish. " My exercise will come before the dishes or the laundry, you know? I have started to put myself first now. Congratulations on all that you have accomplished in the last 2 months!! Try not to think about the " big picture " right now. Don't think of yourself as having to lose 90 pounds, take it a pound at a time. And celebrate every thing you do right for yourself. You know, a long time ago, we used to have weekly brags where everyone would brag about themselves and what they did right that week. I vote that we bring that back!!! What do you all say? Hang in there Robbi, you can do it!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/26/2001 10:19:07 PM Eastern Daylight Time, ttlccm@... writes: << I finally went to WW this morning. I am going to give it a go, and I liked it much better than TOPS. I also like the plan, and I think it will force me to plan my meals which I never do. I also have worked out 2X this week already, >> I'm glad you like WW. A lot of people here have had success with that plan. Way to go on exercising this week! Elena Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/26/2001 10:26:36 PM Eastern Daylight Time, blaze-designs2@... writes: << Tomorrow is my last day of smoking. Do you think since I am just really starting my exercise program that I will gain weight. Gosh I hope not. I can't afford new clothes. Do you have any tips to help ease the withdrawal symptoms....I am gonna need all the help that I can get but am actually excited that i will soon be smoke free >> Good for you, ! You will feel so much better. Elena Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/27/2001 7:26:29 AM Eastern Daylight Time, Agaw12577@... writes: << I vote that we bring that back!!! >> Good idea, ! Elena Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/26/01 10:20:52 PM Eastern Daylight Time, ttlccm@... writes: > At WW I was given the initial > goal of losing 25 lbs. Which is good, I am going to focus on that, but even > more so, I am still going to focus on my initial goal of 10 pounds. I am > working on not thinking about the 120 lbs of baby fat I have to lose, and > focus on 10 pounds at a time, and my real goal of losing 80-90% ofmy weight > by my graduation May 2002. > You can do it Temera! I am glad you liked WW! I really like that plan! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/26/01 10:27:07 PM Eastern Daylight Time, blaze-designs2@... writes: > , That is fantastic that you are going to quit smoking! Good luck! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/27/2001 9:06:05 AM Eastern Daylight Time, janou_pou@... writes: << who did the Kathy kickbox workout Monday for the first time in 2 years, and found that it is a great workout with lots of points on correct form that could be substituted for an intermediate workout (lasting 45 minutes) for those interested in a change of style (of course Kathy is NOT !) once in a while >> I agree completely with your assessment of the Kathy workout, Janou. She (and the guy who is there) give great tips on kicks. You should be so proud of yourself for fitting in your workouts. would give you the " thumb's up. " Elena Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 Let me step out of my semi-lurkdom mode here... YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!! This is one of the reasons we have this group. We are all at different parts of our journeys. Some have achieved their goals, and are a source of inspiration for us, some are at the very beginning, feeling the same as you do. Getting the motivation to workout is easy, keeping it is a constant struggle. Especially when we don't " see " the results we want to. Some have lost weight faster than others... but the key here, is we all eventually start losing! It's normal to get down periods, we all get them... all of us... even the ones who have achieved their goals. Accept these down periods, live them, but NEVER give up. Fitness is a LIFE LONG commitment. In any commitment, there are good days and bad, like a marriage. , you are doing great work, keep it up. Don't forget that we are all here for you!!! The results will come eventually, but you have to be patient... Janick who was really bummed that Liz got booted off from Survivor yesterday Negativity It's funny how sometimes the human mind works. I just finished my daily workout. While I was doing it about mid way, I started to think about how I had lost no weight at all, how I was fat, ugly and how I shouldn't even bother trying so much. I would then try to muffle those thoughts down by saying that it was nonesense. I started to cry and just couldn't stop like it was the end of the world. I admit, I sometimes feel this is a lost cause and I should just give in to the surgeon to hack n' slash this fat off me. I know I can't give up. I paused the tape, cryed myself out and then finished the workout. I feel really weird now. I had to share. I am still on the verge of tears and have no idea what to do or think. I am just feeling terribly alone with this body image I don't like. A. - Webmistress http://www.LaraSanctuary.com http://www.SeasonalJoys.com ICQ: 18686159 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 " who is not usually this cheesy...sorry! " , you are a true inspiration!!! You have worked so hard to get where you are at. I may have not been around since the beginning of your journey, but I do remember your downs, and ups... You have always bounced back with even more strength and courage than before. You know, you could write a book about your experience, it would be a best seller!!! Janick who will have to go back in lurk mode soon... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 , Congratulations on your decision to quit smoking. I am an ex-smoker and know what you are going through. Just remember, when you feel like biting someone's head off and spitting down their neck, it's not going to last. It will get better, I promise! When I quit, I found that I was very nervous and edgy. It seemed like I was needing something to keep my hands busy and needed something to satisfy my cravings. Every time you get the urge, drink water. Lots and lots of water. When I first quit I felt like I was drink gallons a day. The water will do you good and provides something in the absence of the nicotine. It will also keep your stomach full and prevent a lot of the food cravings. I didn't get gain weight when I quit, I actually lost around 8 pounds just because of the water. Good luck and God Bless!!! Selena Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 " Between work, kid, and my house I just dont know how I can always make time for myself. " I can relate to the part of finding time for yourself. I also work full time, commute 2 and half hours a day, and have a 1 year old child. I have set my priorities straight. Chores get done, but I have decreased my sleeping time in order to get my workouts in. Besides, when you workout, you need less sleep, because you are so energized. Even if I get in only half an hour, I'm pleased with myself. Sure, if I had an hour and a half available, I'd workout that amount of time. But we have to be realistic with our schedules. I'd rather workout 30 minutes, but give it all I got, than workout 0 minutes, and veg out in front of the TV! Janick who did the Kathy kickbox workout Monday for the first time in 2 years, and found that it is a great workout with lots of points on correct form that could be substituted for an intermediate workout (lasting 45 minutes) for those interested in a change of style (of course Kathy is NOT !) once in a while Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 I have to jump in on this one!!!! Temera, your husband is ALREADY very, very insecure!!!!!! That is why he has to put other people down - to make himself feel better about himself or feel superior. Was he a bully when he was a kid???? Or was HE picked on so that he had to call people names to feel better about himself???? I don't understand why but people who degrade others like this usually do it to the ones they love - they really do need to get help. It's too bad he won't go and talk to someone especially since your kids are seeing and hearing this and a cycle is started. Your sons could grow up to do the same to their wives and your daughters might pick a man who will treat her the same as her dad did to her mom. If only your hubby could see that - since it has to be his decision that what he's doing isn't right. And it's much, much harder for a male to admit that. Gosh, you see these type of men on talk shows and I wonder where they came from but they are right there aren't they? It seems there is more and more of this behavior going on which is so sad. If they could see the damage they do to the inside of the people they love, I bet they would stop. They just don't realize. I am so proud of you that you are working on YOURSELF, no matter what anyone says. You have an inner strength that you should be proud of!!!!!! (((HUGS))) le > Amen a, many know that my hubby is less than supportive, and it is not > helpful. But, I now know I am doing this for me, and his name calling will > not stop me!! Although it hurts like hell, he is going to be the insecure one > when I am through.LOL > > Temera > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/27/01 1:57:07 PM !!!First Boot!!!, ravin@... writes: << Your sons could grow up to do the same to their wives and your daughters might pick a man who will treat her the same as her dad did to her mom. >> AMEN! My brother tends to act like my Dad. He knows it too as he is trying to NOT to act like him. To insult him I call him Elwyn which is our real dad's name. He can be a chauvinistic pig and is sometimes insensitive about my SIL's weight and etc. He has gotten better over the last few years, but it definitely had an impact. And I use to put up with the same crap from the men I dated.Example-My ex-fiance told me often that the two of us, he and I, could stand to loose a few pounds. I was 115-120 and worked out!!!! Thankfully he dumped me for a my stick friend (seriously) :-) Don't let him get away with that stuff. You may think yu can handle it, but it will influence your children. a Check out our website at: http://www.members.truepath.com/Crabtrees/home.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/27/01 7:29:38 PM Eastern Daylight Time, patioqueen@... writes: > I agree, bring back the brags! It really helps to > Ok, it is settled! W'll bring back the weekly brag reports! How do Fridays sound? Or Sundays? Whichever ya'll want to do. who was hit by the flu all of the sudden today and feels like total....you know what Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 , No, not necessarily. I didn't gain any weight when I quit, after smoking for five years (heavily). I truly believe that if you keep exercising and don't eat more, you'll be okay. It's just that cigarettes supress hunger, so when people quit they usually feel the need to eat more. You can do it! Like everyone else said, be sure to keep straws or toothpicks with you at all times, and maybe candy or gum. Good luck!!! AmyC --- wrote: > Tomorrow is my last day of smoking. Do you think > since I am just really starting my exercise program > that I will gain weight. Gosh I hope not. I can't > afford new clothes. Do you have any tips to help > ease the withdrawal symptoms....I am gonna need all > the help that I can get but am actually excited that > i will soon be smoke free __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 Hey Guys I just want to say thank you all for this wonderful thread. It's amazing how when I stop to listen I learn that there are a LOT of people who struggle and share some of the same fears and anxieties that I do. This is a VERY big deal for me, I struggle a great deal with body image. I struggle a great deal more because people don't take me seriously. It's very very hard for me to allow people to look at me and say that my feelings aren't real because I work out a lot, that I only need to lose about 30 lbs or that I lost 30 lbs in 3 months a while ago so they KNOW that I know what to do to lose weight. It's so hard. Generally, I don't talk about stuff and lately when I've wanted to or tried to I basically got either laughed at as though it was a joke or told straight out that I am lying about how high my body fat % is because I work out a lot. I don't find it flattering at all because these people KNOW that I'm not nearly as small as I use to be. It's SO frustrating. I can NOT stand patronism. My oldest sister, who lives in a different state, often asks me if I still do taebo and I tell her that I do, a couple of times a week and I also do cardio kickboxing at the gym 2 or 3 times a week. I will go on to tell her that I've gained quite a bit of the weight I had lost back and she will just tell me that I am just lying... there's no way in hell I've gained weight back because she's seen what kind of food is in my fridge and everytime she calls I'm either off to the gym or in the middle of doing a tape. I get really really angry and it happens EVERY time I talk to her. I try to explain and even go as far as to ask why I would lie about gaining weight but she just basically dismisses me and it makes me very upset but sometimes things just aren't ok to talk about. 's post really hit home with me... I mean, I use to get the same thing and I still had about 20 lbs to lose to be in the high range of what my weight should be. I'm not saying that it's bad to be concerned. I guess I just don't believe for one minute that it was out of concern, if that were the case, where are they now? It's just as dangerous to gain weight quickly and no one has pulled me to the side and had a serious talk with me about how I'm gaining weight. No one is questioning me about what I ate for lunch now. Now, they say nothing.... just smile and act as though things are the way they should be. Oh well, I guess that's just how it's going to be and it's up to me to get a handle on things. Thank you all for the great posts this week, there is nothing more powerful than knowledge. You are all a great bunch of people. Thanks for letting me vent! Whew! Jenni Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 Thanks so much. You guys are the greatest. I think the weekly brags would be awesome!! Robbi who has to work this weekend, all weekend, and is dreading night shift. Re: Re: Negativity > In a message dated 4/26/01 5:45:44 PM Eastern Daylight Time, > simon@... writes: > > > > I > > have close to 90 pounds to lose, and some days, I do feel so overwhelmed. > > Between work, kid, and my house I just dont know how I can always make time > > for myself. So far for 2 months I have done it, and I feel so great about > > > > I hear ya on that Robbi!! One thing I have learned is that you have to be > " selfish. " My exercise will come before the dishes or the laundry, you know? > I have started to put myself first now. Congratulations on all that you have > accomplished in the last 2 months!! Try not to think about the " big picture " > right now. Don't think of yourself as having to lose 90 pounds, take it a > pound at a time. And celebrate every thing you do right for yourself. You > know, a long time ago, we used to have weekly brags where everyone would brag > about themselves and what they did right that week. I vote that we bring that > back!!! What do you all say? Hang in there Robbi, you can do it!! > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 In a message dated 4/26/01 9:27:08 PM Central Daylight Time, blaze-designs2@... writes: > Good luck, ! You can do it! Jenni Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2001 Report Share Posted April 27, 2001 I agree, bring back the brags! It really helps to share what you've accomplished with others. AmyC > know, a long time ago, we used to have weekly brags > where everyone would brag > about themselves and what they did right that week. > I vote that we bring that > back!!! What do you all say? Hang in there Robbi, > you can do it!! > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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