update on problem

[Guest guest]

I had meeting. it didn't go well. At beginning the director said

there will

be no swearing or name calling. At the end the tenant called me a

Bi...And

I called her on it. She appologized but my director said nothing. The

tenant took no reponsibility for anything. Made up that I give looks,

gestures with my hands. I kept denying. the director attacked me that

She

didn't see any letters supporting me. I said I was told that all this

was

confidential and illegal to tell anyone so that's why there weren't

any.

The director had nothing to say. So the end if there is any more

problems

both Matty and myself will be evicted. The only thing I have on my

side is

maybe Mattie will keep quiet because she doesn't want to be evicted.

I am

having anxiety attacks. In the last month I have not looked at Mattie

when

I saw her. I have not done anything. My director said she has other

complaints about me. I'm sure friends of hers that want to see me

out. I

feel so helpless. I am terrified to come out of my apartment for fear

I'll

see someone. I have to get the mail and want in the lobby for rides.

I just

pray no when sees me, etc. My brother is putting together a summary

letter together that he and I will sign so things are documented like

both

her and I will be evicted and that the director didn't say anything

when

matty swore at me. And that Matty refused to take responsibility for

her

actions. The director told us last time when Matty wasn't there that

Mattie has a law suit going against the apartment complex and me for

harrassment from me. Mattie said I hate her and want to hurt her. I

said I

don't. I have nothing against her. Mattie was ready to walk out

because I

wouldn't admit I want to hurt her physically and the director said

for her

to sit down. I am going to start writing affirmations so live through

this. I don't know what more I can do! Please help me. What can I

write regarding Mattie and my director? pauline