Loving myself???

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I went to a dentist today for a consultation for the cosmetic

dentistry work on my teeth. As I approoched the place, I did not

like it at all from outside. It was run down place. Inside the

office was really bad. It was not clean and just did not look

professional and modern enough. So, I wanted to just walk out bit I

did not. I had this feeling that this is not the place for me and I

still stayed there to see the dentist. Ofcourse, the dentist did not

do anything in the consultation. He could not even answer very general

question. He saw me for 5-6 minutes and charged $100 dollars (I

brought my own x-rays).

So, now the critical voice in my bugging me ...why did I stay there

when I knew that it was not the right place. How can I get rid of

this nagging feeling of jsut loosing $100 (my hard earned money) when

I knew that the place was horrible? I am really mad at myself. Now,

Louise Hay says that we are not be critical of ourselve...but I am

just soo angry at myself (and at the dentist!!)

Also, I am trying to understand why didn;t I just leave/cancel the

appointment?