Re: Beauty, the Beast and Five Silk Ties

[Guest guest]

Kanta my love, your writing inspires me. You are truly so beautiful, and your release in listening to your spirit is such a healing process. Your guides, angels, and loved ones who have passed over and watching you live your life must be beaming with love for a soul like yours! My love to you beloved Kanta,Stefanie>> Dear Humanity Healing Family,> > I am grateful for this blessed forum of healing, prayer, > information, experience, strength and hope. On this beautiful autumn > day I would like to share with you a reflection on my healing > process from cancer and chemotherapy...> > with my deepest appreciation to Liane, Saurab, Reiki Cheryl > and everyone who prayed for me and sent me Reiki. I believe that > this was an essential part of my recovery.> > Thanks and Love,> > Kanta> > Beauty, the Beast and Five Silk Ties > > This morning, I passed over the Chanel and the Paloma> Picasso..and spritzed myself with "Je Reviens." An> olfactory message of celebration. I am returning. I'm> back. Refreshed, renewed, fully enaged in life. A> happy ending and a new beginning au meme temps.> > Last night I had that flat feeling I have come to> recognize as signifying shift at depth. A quietly> auspicious occasion. To optimize and honor the> process, I have learned to stop "doing." I had a> telephone appointment scheduled for 9:00 P.M., which> the client, who is normally a super-responsible woman,> forgot about. > > It was very uncharacteristic of her...and yet it was> the highest good for all concerned. Because in> session, I pay 100% attention to the client and last> night, I needed to stay open and receptive to my own> process. So, the Universe supported us both perfectly.> > I did what I often do when I need to rest and be open> to messages from Spirit. I watched a movie. > and I went to a dinner party last week and we watched> The Lion King. We enjoyed it so much, our hosts, Bob> and sent us home with our choice of a pile of> Walt's works. We took three. One of them was Beauty> and the Beast, which recommended. He's> educating me in classic Disney, science and> engineering. I'm turning him on to smooth jazz.> > I've always loved myths and fairy tales. I was drawn> to the movie and found myself resonating with both> characters. Belle's love of books (things of the mind> and spirit) her absentmindedness(hypnosis, meditation,> creative daydreaming) and her yearning for travel and> exploration, for something more…finding her freedom> while seemingly confined (recovering from surgery,> chemotherapy) meeting her true love. > > The Beast, also finding his larger, unlimited self,> his full inner beauty, while "trapped" in a body that> seemed to betray him….a body which, through> manifesting challenge, provided him a vehicle for> spiritual growth. Good movies are like dreams, where> all the characters play parts of you. > > It's been almost a year since I began my sabbatical> and it seems like a dream come true. Last year at this> time I was planning my northward move. Like Belle,> loving my beautiful country homeland, and at the same> time, knowing it was my dharma to go. I didn't know> exactly what to expect, but I knew it would be good> professionally and romantically and so it is.> > A sabbatical is more than a vacation. It's a sacred> inner journey, time off to learn, to be changed from> the inside out. Belle didn't expect to be imprisoned> by a beast. Once imprisoned, she was surprised to find> herself, not behind bars at all, but free to move> about in an enchanted castle. And once she saw the> true loving nature of the Beast, she and he were> transformed.> > I didn't expect to get cancer. And though it is a> beast whose face is hated and whose name is dreaded…> and though many who are diagnosed with it feel cursed> with cruel imprisonment inside bodies which they feel> have betrayed them…and they ask, "Why me?"…somehow,> from the get-go I knew that on some level I chose this> karmic lesson. She close it to redeem her father (her> higher wiser self). And I, too chose it to help me> move to a higher level of consciousness. > > I learned to rest. I learned to forgive more> wholeheartedly than ever before. Let go of stale> resentments. To trust more fully. I learned that I was> lovable and desirable, even with a scar from my pubic> bone to my navel and, for awhile, no hair. Even though> I felt at first hopelessly deformed and beastly, I> found my dignity, my power, my grace and my femininity> at a deeper level. My name, "Kanta" means "beauty that> shines from within." I learned what that really means!> And I appreciate that. Thank you God, my teachers,> guides and angels, my beloved , my friends and> family… and thanks to my own wiser self, who dwells> within me.> > I am refreshed, renewed and so happy to be back in> life with my energy, my health, and my work. Work is> different now. More than ever, I trust. I'm relaxed in> the knowledge that the writing, painting, Life> Coaching and Guided Imagery are all flowing from the> Source of all things and all I really need to do is> show up, open up and let it be done though me, not by> me.> > Yesterday, I went shopping for gifts for the> groomsmen. I found five beautiful silk ties, just the> colors I wanted, to match the bridesmaids' dresses.> Navy, royal blue, purple, teal, cranberry. By next> fall, when we'll be married, we will have moved into> the house is building for us. To me, it's an> enchanted castle and he is the handsome prince. I'm> enjoying each visit I make to it, as I get to see the> process of his creativity taking beautiful shape. I> think enjoyment is the magic word, too. The enchanted> condition which illuminates our lives. > > Wishing you joy and gratitude this harvest season. May> you rest deeply and return from rest to work and play> with lightness of heart. May you see yourself as with> the eyes of your angels...with love May you find your> beauty and feel compassion for your beast, knowing> that from the level of your own wise self, you are> already one. And your happy ending is not only> assured…but already yours.> > Thanksgiving Blessings> and Namaste,> > Kanta> > also posted as a blog on my myspace page: www.myspace.com/kantanancy> copyright Kanta Bosniak November 2007>

[Guest guest]

Kanta,

it is a joy to read your words, I'm sure many of us can resonate with

your experience. Walt Disney did much to revive the Goddess, & to

return the magic!

Beautiful flow... " I think enjoyment is the magic word, too. The

enchanted condition which illuminates our lives. "

....stunning! Love & Respect, in Joy & Peace,

Hine

> >

> > Dear Humanity Healing Family,

> >

> > I am grateful for this blessed forum of healing, prayer,

> > information, experience, strength and hope. On this beautiful autumn

> > day I would like to share with you a reflection on my healing

> > process from cancer and chemotherapy...

> >

> > with my deepest appreciation to Liane, Saurab, Reiki Cheryl

> > and everyone who prayed for me and sent me Reiki. I believe that

> > this was an essential part of my recovery.

> >

> > Thanks and Love,

> >

> > Kanta

> >

> > Beauty, the Beast and Five Silk Ties

> >

> > This morning, I passed over the Chanel and the Paloma

> > Picasso..and spritzed myself with " Je Reviens. " An

> > olfactory message of celebration. I am returning. I'm

> > back. Refreshed, renewed, fully enaged in life. A

> > happy ending and a new beginning au meme temps.

> >

> > Last night I had that flat feeling I have come to

> > recognize as signifying shift at depth. A quietly

> > auspicious occasion. To optimize and honor the

> > process, I have learned to stop " doing. " I had a

> > telephone appointment scheduled for 9:00 P.M., which

> > the client, who is normally a super-responsible woman,

> > forgot about.

> >

> > It was very uncharacteristic of her...and yet it was

> > the highest good for all concerned. Because in

> > session, I pay 100% attention to the client and last

> > night, I needed to stay open and receptive to my own

> > process. So, the Universe supported us both perfectly.

> >

> > I did what I often do when I need to rest and be open

> > to messages from Spirit. I watched a movie.

> > and I went to a dinner party last week and we watched

> > The Lion King. We enjoyed it so much, our hosts, Bob

> > and sent us home with our choice of a pile of

> > Walt's works. We took three. One of them was Beauty

> > and the Beast, which recommended. He's

> > educating me in classic Disney, science and

> > engineering. I'm turning him on to smooth jazz.

> >

> > I've always loved myths and fairy tales. I was drawn

> > to the movie and found myself resonating with both

> > characters. Belle's love of books (things of the mind

> > and spirit) her absentmindedness(hypnosis, meditation,

> > creative daydreaming) and her yearning for travel and

> > exploration, for something more�finding her freedom

> > while seemingly confined (recovering from surgery,

> > chemotherapy) meeting her true love.

> >

> > The Beast, also finding his larger, unlimited self,

> > his full inner beauty, while " trapped " in a body that

> > seemed to betray him�.a body which, through

> > manifesting challenge, provided him a vehicle for

> > spiritual growth. Good movies are like dreams, where

> > all the characters play parts of you.

> >

> > It's been almost a year since I began my sabbatical

> > and it seems like a dream come true. Last year at this

> > time I was planning my northward move. Like Belle,

> > loving my beautiful country homeland, and at the same

> > time, knowing it was my dharma to go. I didn't know

> > exactly what to expect, but I knew it would be good

> > professionally and romantically and so it is.

> >

> > A sabbatical is more than a vacation. It's a sacred

> > inner journey, time off to learn, to be changed from

> > the inside out. Belle didn't expect to be imprisoned

> > by a beast. Once imprisoned, she was surprised to find

> > herself, not behind bars at all, but free to move

> > about in an enchanted castle. And once she saw the

> > true loving nature of the Beast, she and he were

> > transformed.

> >

> > I didn't expect to get cancer. And though it is a

> > beast whose face is hated and whose name is dreaded�

> > and though many who are diagnosed with it feel cursed

> > with cruel imprisonment inside bodies which they feel

> > have betrayed them�and they ask, " Why me? " �somehow,

> > from the get-go I knew that on some level I chose this

> > karmic lesson. She close it to redeem her father (her

> > higher wiser self). And I, too chose it to help me

> > move to a higher level of consciousness.

> >

> > I learned to rest. I learned to forgive more

> > wholeheartedly than ever before. Let go of stale

> > resentments. To trust more fully. I learned that I was

> > lovable and desirable, even with a scar from my pubic

> > bone to my navel and, for awhile, no hair. Even though

> > I felt at first hopelessly deformed and beastly, I

> > found my dignity, my power, my grace and my femininity

> > at a deeper level. My name, " Kanta " means " beauty that

> > shines from within. " I learned what that really means!

> > And I appreciate that. Thank you God, my teachers,

> > guides and angels, my beloved , my friends and

> > family� and thanks to my own wiser self, who dwells

> > within me.

> >

> > I am refreshed, renewed and so happy to be back in

> > life with my energy, my health, and my work. Work is

> > different now. More than ever, I trust. I'm relaxed in

> > the knowledge that the writing, painting, Life

> > Coaching and Guided Imagery are all flowing from the

> > Source of all things and all I really need to do is

> > show up, open up and let it be done though me, not by

> > me.

> >

> > Yesterday, I went shopping for gifts for the

> > groomsmen. I found five beautiful silk ties, just the

> > colors I wanted, to match the bridesmaids' dresses.

> > Navy, royal blue, purple, teal, cranberry. By next

> > fall, when we'll be married, we will have moved into

> > the house is building for us. To me, it's an

> > enchanted castle and he is the handsome prince. I'm

> > enjoying each visit I make to it, as I get to see the

> > process of his creativity taking beautiful shape. I

> > think enjoyment is the magic word, too. The enchanted

> > condition which illuminates our lives.

> >

> > Wishing you joy and gratitude this harvest season. May

> > you rest deeply and return from rest to work and play

> > with lightness of heart. May you see yourself as with

> > the eyes of your angels...with love May you find your

> > beauty and feel compassion for your beast, knowing

> > that from the level of your own wise self, you are

> > already one. And your happy ending is not only

> > assured�but already yours.

> >

> > Thanksgiving Blessings

> > and Namaste,

> >

> > Kanta

> >

> > also posted as a blog on my myspace page: www.myspace.com/kantanancy

> > copyright Kanta Bosniak November 2007

> >

>