Re: Thank you all fpr taking the time to boost my spirits

September 14, 2002

It has been a terribly hard day and so many of you took the time to send

comfort, strength, love, hugs and just wonderful warm feelings. I am so

eternally grateful for all of your hugs and best wishes..

The heaviness in my heart is so great and I don't know if so much grief can

heal without counseling. I obsess about Bob thinking of how much he is

enjoying the new woman in is life and asking myself over and over..why and

how after 10 yrs? maybe I would do better if I filed a breach of promise

lawsuit. I surely have the engagement ring and wedding band as well as the

time put in..would have to do it in PA where we were engaged hmnmmm....Oh who

am I kidding as it would only hurt me.. sorry here I go again. and my poor

precious grandchildren were so sad to leave me..as met hem.

Anyway thank you all, Please keep talking to me the next few days as I so

need you all in my life always but especially now You are angels, I honestly

believe, we were placed here by God as only we can understand and truly feel

what each other feels and let's face pain sure does humble us. There is a

camaraderie in this group that I have not felt before and for the newbies

what a blessing it is to all who are lucky enough to be here with a and

.

And a special thanks to a for calling Bob a turd...I am still laughing

and will continue to do so every time I picture him...

For anyone who is willing and wants to call me while I am on the road I would

appreciate it so much. You can email me direct and I will give you my cell

phone number.

Tess, I would love for you to join me for the trip and sing too!!!My basset

hound will sing with you

with love

Joanne

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