From Jane -WI

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Hi, everybody,

I have not wrote to you guys in a couple of weeks, I was really

sick for two weeks.I don't know what I had but it made me sleep all the

time.I catch every thing.I started Mtx IM. shots, hate the needles but my

rheumy said it would help me more.I hope he is right, after the shot, the

next day, did anyone feel really tired?

I'm having trouble with my family, How do you explaine to your

family that you are ill, and you can't do what you use to do.Every time I

turn around I get sick, I know it is the mtx killing off my immune system,

Am I bringing this on my self? They make me feel like what I have is just a

mild thing that how can I get sick? I don't think that they are taking this

very serious, it makes me feel bad. They never call to see how i'm doing, I

call them once in a while but that is because they are family and want to

know how everyone is and then they don't tell me anything anyway.They shut

me out and don't really want to hear about my little problem. I'm sorry for

cring on your shoulders right now,I know i haven't said much but I was with

you when I was sick, I thought of you all the time.Now I'm back and all

ready looking for someone to feel sorry for my self, How do you explain what

you have and to make them under stan! d?

Love you all

Jane -WI