Thanks everybody!!!

[Guest guest]

Hey everybody, Thanks for the 'timely' responses. Man--You guys are

good!!! Yes...my little boys do keep me busy but...they are very

forgiving of my 'bad' days. They actually think it's great. Bad

days = Movie Fest! The boys are not identical twins however, they

pretty much look alike. Both are really blonde and have pale, pale

skin. They take after both me and my husband. They are really such

good kids. I feel so blessed to have them in my life. My husband

and I thought we might 'try' for another child this last summer.

Though I had great difficulty after getting off of the MTX. My body

just shut down...I wasn't really functioning at all. My sed-rate

was higher than ever before. So, needless to say I went back on the

meds and put 'baby' on hold. Honestly, I don't know if I will have

any more children--the answer is not clear cut for me. With my

boys...I just new it was 'time' for us to have a baby and I

immediately got pregnant. It's so weird this time around to have

such anxiety and unsurety about it all. Questions arise like: " If I

have another baby will I actually be able to take care of all of my

children; or will my RA act up violently and keep me from taking

care of any of them? " I suppose these are natural concerns for those

that are struggling with health problems and looking to add another

member to their family. Right? At any rate...I feel completely and

totally blessed to have the two special little guys I do have. It

is so apparent to me that God knew what he was doing when he sent my

little angels to me. Caleb and Jordan are such good little

buddies. They are best friends and they do everything together.

They keep eachother company. It's so special to see the bond that

they have with one another. Thanks again for letting me ramble on

and on and thanks for the never ending support you give to one

another. (including me now!) I'm so glad I've joined you!!!

Thanks,

Ally (aka: 'Little Al' or 'The other AL') You guys are GREAT!!!