Heading to Atl / Rant

[Guest guest]

Hi Friends,

I’m going on digest version today, because I’m heading to Atlanta to start

my Christmas vacation. I’m not starting it out on a very joyous note,

though. Today is my wedding anniversary and my husband left town last night

to see a client. He didn’t even get me a card. He said he didn’t have time

to get a gift or card, but my heck he certainly could have planned in

advance. It’s not like our anniversary mysteriously pops up on a day out of

the blue, it’s the same day every year. Needless to say I’m really hurt.

In my eyes, it just goes to show how little he values our marriage.

Then, he gives me a hundred dollar bill. Duh! That really makes it better.

Give me a little cash. It certainly shows a lot of love and thought. What

a cad!

He called this morning and didn’t even think to tell me “happy anniversary”.

Doesn’t he have time for that, either?

Otherwise, our marriage isn’t bad. I mean, sometimes I think it’s like we

share a home but that’s about it. We live very separate lives lately. But

when we’re together we have a nice time, and we’re best friends. (Although

he’s not feeling like a best friend right now). Last night I was thinking

if this is what I really want out of a marriage, but with the RA it isn’t

worth going out on my own and struggling. If it were bad I would, but not

for so-so. Thank you, RA, for entering into every aspect of my life.

Oh well. There’s nowhere for the week to go but up from here. Thanks for

letting me vent.

I love you guys, and appreciate your friendship. I hope each of you has a

Happy Holiday season.

Tons of love,

Carol