((((((Vikki)))))))

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Hi Vikki,

I am SO sorry you are going through such a tough time right now--

holidays can be chaotic under the best of circumstances, and when

dealing with everything you've got on your plate on top of that, well

lets just say you have a well-deserved pat on the back coming just

for getting through each day! Just about everything you mentioned in

your post completely resonated with me--like hearing my echo! My

husband is wonderful, and he does his best to understand, but he just

can't always--and yeah, I'm sick of hearing myself talk / whine about

hurting everywhere--I try so hard not to, and if I sense he's getting

frustrated with it, I want him to know that I only mention about 10%

of the time that I hurt (though I'm sure to him it feels like 98%!)

LOL! And damn if it doesn't just SUCK not to be able to use your

hands like you used to! (I tell ya, I could scream every time I

can't open my babies little food jars!) Wow--I began this missive to

try and support you--when did it become all about me?! LOL! Anyway--

just wanted to say 'I hear you' and you'll be in my thoughts...Hang

in there...Wishing you a joyful, peaceful and hopefully pain-free

holiday--hoping that Remicade kicks in just in time--and powerfully!

Take good care, Namaste,

Camille.