having trouble with ear pressure trying to rupture my eardrums,

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HI GROUP,

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL, HOPE YOU ARE DOING BETTER THAN LAST YEAR!

I had my decompression in September ' 07, and I have been trying to

recover, but I am having this ear pressure more so in the left than the

right ear, my PCP says I have fluid built up sp bad it is causing the

eardrum to rupture, I have sever ear pain, I can move a certain way and

the pressure putting on my ear by a single simple move is unbearable to

say the least,I was told to go to the hospital, but as of yet , I

haven't,... I KNOW MY OWN FAULT,!! but to be honest with my Chiari

Family out here , I AM SCARED TO GO .... i am being honest to you

all...I had such a trauma going thru this surgery, and recovery, I am

absolutely scared out of my wits afraid to go ... what can I say, I am

a baby... fraidy cat... whatever you want to call it, how can I over

come my fear and get myself to the hospital, before my ear actually

does rupture on me ? anyone, ?

Thanks so much for any one listening ...

(((hugs)))

Annette in Mesa AZ..