Trapped in a Bubble

[Guest guest]

Hi there--is there anyone else awake ?

Hello--where am I? what time is it?

This morning as usual I seem to be haveing trouble

getting off the ground, being held by some form

of gravity, 'ego-bound' and the rarefied air up there

is to thin to share my, oh so heavy life-affair.

The world revolves around me and I am the centre of

my own universe, but its mighty lonely in here.

There is only one way to overcome my egocentricity,

my ego-limitation, and that is the positive way of the knowledge

that we are exponents of something greater and worthier than a

mere complex of individual drives, unconscious chain-reactions,

" dynamic-energetic quantas, " or other meaningless processes,

functions, and " aggregates of existence. "

It is the living way of experience that teaches me;--- the more we

emphasize our imaginary selfhood and try to uphold it against all

other forms of life, the less we can partake of the freedom and

completeness of our true nature, which is realized in the experience

of our universality in the state of enlightenment. ( bodhi )

Meaningful creation & self-realization are thinkable only in a universe

permeated by a higher consciousness.

The more the individual becomes conscious of the universe within &

outside themselves, and of their profound relationship with all that

lives ( and what could be excluded from it? ), the less they will begin

to believe in the importance or reality of their own ego and of their

own seprate existence.

So the reason I get so lonely, is because I dont allow others to share

this bubble I live in.

Around & around the Mulberry-bush--the Monkey chased the Weasel,

Pop! goes the Weasel----ha!

Regards

S.C.