Re: quick question about dreams of flares

August 19, 2001

Dear Sue #2

I'm thinking that your " sort of missing that last flare, " is weighing in

heavy on your

sub-consious, and coming out in your dreams. Only a guess here.

When I dream...I am *never* sick! Usually I can run like the wind and

sometimes

even " fly. " I look forward to my dreams, because they seem to be a way to

" escape "

from the Stills. You know the saying.. " only in your dreams? " LOL!!

Do you think about a flare a lot during the day, or before going to sleep??

Here's

hoping tonight you have only " sweet dreams! "

Love, Tricia

quick question about dreams of " flares "

> A quick question to my friends here:

>

> Do any of you ever have dreams about " flares " ? Do you dream about being in

them, being in the hospital, seeing your doctors and being admitted in the

hospital.......seeing the rash and feeling the pain? This is so weird for me

and I seem to be doing it a lot lately......too much....almost every

night.............I guess I am nervous about " flaring " lately......it has

been on the edge..........I sort of missed my last " flare " , but are very

sore and swollen right now and I guess I fear for my next and I think I am

going to bed with it on my mind without realizing it........but I wonder

also if these dreams are telling me something too. Has this ever happened to

anyone else before.......dreaming about a " flare " and then going into one?

Just curious. Of course, I am trying to relax, read a book and take my mind

off of it, but isn't this silly?

> Love Sue #2

>

August 19, 2001

Sue #2,

I am boldly answering this so you don't feel too

crazy. The heart, soul and mind have unimaginable

powers. I wish I could tell you that I understood what

was going on with your dreams, but time enough will be

your answer. I never discount anything.

At the risk of really sounding quite insane to

everyone I will tell of my experiences with stills and

dreams. I believe everyone has been given a gift by

our Father/Mother God. I almost e-mailed you

privately, but thru time I have learned no matter how

hard it is, when we discover our gift, God means for

us to share it. That's why we have it in the first

place. I'm an empath. I have been since I was a very

small child. I believe that each of has guides

(spirits) and angels that are assigned to watch over

us as we grow in this earth plane. God means nothing

more than to love us, nuture us and when we learned

enough, bring us home. An incredible spirit once told

me... " know that God loves you, go out and do good

works and at the end of the day shut up and go home " .

I really liked that one. I have ideas as to why bad

things happen to good people, but that is not for now.

By the way, anyone who would like to discuss this kind

of thing further can e-mail in private.

I have a beautiful female guide who comes to me in my

dreams. She always has and I truly hope she always

will. I call her Hope. She has the most beautiful

light that surrounds her and since I was a very small

child she has come to me to warn, teach and help me.

Too many things have happened for me not to believe

what she has to say. Anyway, as far as Stills is

concerned, she always comes to me usually the night

before I wake with a flair. She sits with me and

strokes my hair. Some could say that she is my

sub-conciuos telling me that I hurt. But every, and I

mean every time one of my children has been in trouble

she has either awakened me because they are ill in the

night or to warn me not to allow them to do certain

things the next day. Once, I ignored her, and my son

was life flighted to a trauma hosp the very next day

after his neck was injured on a ride at our church

fair. She had told me not to let him go alone. I was

ill and allowed my ex to take him. He left Bendel for

an hour or two to visit with a boy scout troup and

even though Bendel was grounded from the rides, he

went on it anyway. My ex arrived as the helicopter

landed. He was eventually all right, but I will never

forget that fatefull lesson I learned.

So, there's my dream story. If felt crazy before move

over I'm in first place! I only thru time have

learned to understand the different weirdness' my

heart, and soul have produced. Now if I could get this

body thing under control I'd be on the psychic hot

line making a mint! " Let Miss Bridget, tell ya of ya

god fatrtune " ....no offense anyone! The amazing thing

is that my gift is actually stronger the weaker my

body is. Which, by the way is why I am worried about

.

Aloha,

Bridget

--- Ann Matera wrote:

> A quick question to my friends here:

>

> Do any of you ever have dreams about " flares " ? Do

> you dream about being in them, being in the

> hospital, seeing your doctors and being admitted in

> the hospital.......seeing the rash and feeling the

> pain? This is so weird for me and I seem to be doing

> it a lot lately......too much....almost every

> night.............I guess I am nervous about

> " flaring " lately......it has been on the

> edge..........I sort of missed my last " flare " , but

> are very sore and swollen right now and I guess I

> fear for my next and I think I am going to bed with

> it on my mind without realizing it........but I

> wonder also if these dreams are telling me something

> too. Has this ever happened to anyone else

> before.......dreaming about a " flare " and then going

> into one? Just curious. Of course, I am trying to

> relax, read a book and take my mind off of it, but

> isn't this silly?

> Love Sue #2

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been

> removed]

>

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August 20, 2001

Hi Sue #2 - yes I dream about flares! I'm glad you brought this up - I

thought I was the only one who did and when I tell my husband about these

dreams he thinks it's weird. I have flare dreams about once a month or so.

The dreams are so real feeling - in my dreams I can see the rash and feel

the joint pain. When I wake up in the morning I'm positive I have a rash

and have 'flared' overnight because the dreams are so intense, the first

thing I do is check my arms for the rash.

Maybe these dreams are telling us to slow down a little? I've never gone

into a major flare after dreaming of one.

I sure don't think it's silly. Just our subconscience coming through -

flaring is something always in the back of our minds so I think it's just

natual it comes out in our dreams.

Take care -

Janet