Guest guest Posted August 28, 2008 Report Share Posted August 28, 2008 haha. yeah . I've posted a couple of my nightmares up here. I don't know if u read them or not, but i'm always in a cage of somesort listening to my trigger noise going crazy...like a wild beast that can't be tamed...and there's my blood everywhere from my loss os sanity and control of the situation. sometimes there's people watching and they won't help me! It's awful awful. 4s nightmares Who else has bad dreams about their 4s ?As a homemaker I am able to well manage my exposure to trigger stimulus. As of yet my children don't bother me, I've "outgrown" most of my problems with non human based triggers (this is not an accomplishment, just a blessing) and my husband is kind and understanding about my 4s and only eats around me at mealtimes when I have my ear devices on.We stayed all last week with my mother and I wore my ear devices almost full time (at home I usually only where them at dinner).Anyway, last night I had a 4s bad dream where I was forced to listed to my mother eating. I have dreams about this from time to time. Sometimes I have to listen to my father and/or brother who are both deceased eating.There is no escape ! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 28, 2008 Report Share Posted August 28, 2008 > I've posted a couple of my nightmares up here. I don't know if u read them or not, but i'm always in a cage of somesort listening to my trigger noise going crazy...like a wild beast that can't be tamed....and there's my blood everywhere from my loss os sanity and control of the situation. sometimes there's people watching and they won't help me! It's awful awful. > > LOL you dreams are way worse then mine. Of course it isn't funny when you're the one having the nightmare ! Mine are usually just the normal family dinner thing. Of course my deceased brother and father are there because I wouldn't want to miss out on their eating noises ! Last dream I had my mom was eating and saw me pull out my ear devices and got mad at me for wanting to put them in. Real life she doesn't know I have them. Last week we visited her (must be why I had bad dream last night) and after a meal was over ... and I thought i was safe ... she pulls my daughters uneaten hamburger out of the trash can and shoves the entire thing in her mouth at once. That's what I would call a 4s tripple whammy ! Noise, visual, unsanitary ! Go mom. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 28, 2008 Report Share Posted August 28, 2008 Yep, had one last night in fact. I always dream of my worst trigger which is a certain squawk our pet bird makes (sounds like a bluejay). It literally raises me out of a deep sleep. Then I get so ticked off that I can't get back to sleep. Sleep is usually something I look forward to because I can escape the sounds but dreaming about them is just downright irritating! I'm glad you are able to manage your exposure while at home. I just recently went back to work and I thank the Lord for that because most of my triggers are in my own house! Where I work, I'm able to work alone most the time which is nice. I sure wish I could " outgrow " my non- human based triggers!!! My bird and my dogs are two of my worst... and the bloody dog across the street who likes to bark at 3am. Grrr. > > Who else has bad dreams about their 4s ? > > As a homemaker I am able to well manage my exposure to trigger > stimulus. As of yet my children don't bother me, I've " outgrown " most > of my problems with non human based triggers (this is not an > accomplishment, just a blessing) and my husband is kind and > understanding about my 4s and only eats around me at mealtimes when I > have my ear devices on. > > We stayed all last week with my mother and I wore my ear devices almost > full time (at home I usually only where them at dinner). > > Anyway, last night I had a 4s bad dream where I was forced to listed to > my mother eating. I have dreams about this from time to time. Sometimes > I have to listen to my father and/or brother who are both deceased > eating. > > There is no escape ! > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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