The fragility of the life

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Hi!!! Today again I feel a little sad, but this time isn´t because the pain.

Today I had the most stupid accident.

I was reading in my bed at the afternoon, I didn't want to go to shoping with my

mother because I have so much work and I don´t have time for the shops. When I

wanted to change of position my legs, simply I fall into the bed.

I didn´t hit any part of my body, I don´t have any wound nor any facture. Simply

I couldn´t sit up again. I did all posible, but I could´t. In a half hour I

passed for all the posibles mood states, first I feel quite, after sad, after

angry, after vulnerable, after defeated.

Maybe you had read the Metamorfosis of Kafka, in it Gregorio Samsa in tranformed

in a cockroach, and in the morning, when we wakes up is put to bed on his new

shell, with all his six legs moving but without can rotate... Finally, crying,

I called my cousin whose house is close to the mine. In that half hour I had so

much time for think in all the fragility of my life.

You know I´m finishing my master thesis, and I have plans for go to live alone

and to go to study my doctorade to México, but today I not even could to leave

my bed.

The good new is this “accident” was an excelent excuse for see to my cousin,

many months ago I see her the last time.