Guest guest Posted July 21, 2006 Report Share Posted July 21, 2006 Girlfriend, you should be jumping on the bed! Hip hip hurray! You get the whole bed to yourself....Ha,he,ha... Just kidding. I know what you mean thou, it's seems when it starts to get dark outside All the weirdo's come out huh? It reminds me of that movie I once saw while back. The Craft In that movie these girl's get off the bus. And the bus driver said's to them " you girls be careful " there's a lot of weirdo's out there. And the girl's reply was " Mr. We are the weirdo's...LOL Well today and yesterday I started feeling a little better. That's why I was able to reply to some e-mails... " Thank God " for that! Because I've been a mess! Just a big crybaby mess, I tell you... You know not being able to get out of bed or take a shower or even wash my face. Unable to eat or talk about it to anyone. Just feeling unloved and just sorry for myself. Just plain pit a full!!! And the other day I was able to use the bathroom like a normal person. Hip Hip hurray!!! Take about wanted to throw a party for myself. But then again, All my energy just ran out on me. (No pun intended) After that I had to take a nap.... God I can't belive I'm able to talk about it now. LOL Thank you so much for having this group honey! It's been really hard for me all these year's. Not being able to say a word to anyone. Being to a shame of myself to speak about. You know what I mean? And as for you not being involved... Let me say this to you " you are " You're a big part of our lives! Even when your not able to reply to any e-mails. You see when I'm unable to talk I'm reading and just listening. And of course there will be day's that I won't be able to talk or Just don't want to spread means..... Because being sick, some times makes you feel mean inside. I don't know why or I should say I just don't understand it at all. But there are day's that all I can do or think is this... The hell with everyone! And to be honest I really hate myself when I think like that. So I just rather be left alone. And I leave other's alone to. Sounds mean huh? But I just feel angry inside. I think it's just The fact being sick that it messy with your mind and your emotions,a lot. I hate this about myself. I wish I could change this. But with all the stress And feeling irritable at every sound or voice. Just makes me want to scream! Sometimes I think I should be in a white jacket. When I feel like this... You know what I mean?.... Well I'll talk to you later Hon! You hang in there and Know I'll be saying A prayer for you and all the rest of us here. Love you bunches -- , thanks for the support hun. Ive been reading through postings and see youve been busy LOL. Im usually more on top of things and pobably will get involved again. Hubby is leaving for a week so ill be all by myself and my dogs LOL You take care of you hun;) moderator Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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