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[Guest guest]

" Hi " ,

I know what a pain in the butt! Oh,my god I didn't even know you have to

review? Son of biscuits! Just the thought of doing it all over again. Man

that really sucks! I'm been sick since I fell and it seems I'm getting

worse. I wish I could work so I wouldn't have to go through this crap. To

be honest with you. But I have a enough just to get up in the mornings to

get myself dress. When it starts raining here. That's when I'm at my worse

ever. Those are the days I wish I wasn't alive. I get so down,that I can't

even pick myself up. Or try to snap myself out of it. You know what I

mean? Who in the hell what's to be this sick? Hum no one comes to mind...

It's not like we choose this for ourselves. I don't understand that part

of people who are in a position to help others. But instead act like the

money is coming out of there pay checks. Even being in depression and makes

things worse. I just don't they understand it. Did I tell you that people

getting out of Jail and prison get ss checks. Because they are on drugs.

Hello " doesn't make since to me. So does that mean I have to go do drugs

and go in and out of prison before they can help me? Gees how sick is that?

Scary, if you ask me.... I do understand people who are on drugs have a

hard time stopping. Belive me, I do... My son was on drugs really bad. Now

his a lot better and living at home, thou. And having one heck of a time

finding a job. But at the same time. He and I both know that's the live he

choose. He will aware of it,now. But at the time he understand it. If you

sat him down and try to explain it to him... You know what I mean? Well any

who honey you hang in there and know I'll be praying for you. " Oh " did I

tell you that the social security told me that I needed was back surgery?

Yeah, right? Back surgery? That scary the be Jesus's out of me! Well

honey talk to you later

Love you bunches

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wrote :

Oh yeah, and did I tell you when I finish answering all the question's and

telling her all about my Fibromyalgia and missing disc in lower back the

Diverticulitis and vertigo and the pinch nerve on my left side. And I've

just had a stroke two year's ago. And all the daily pain I'm in.

She still asked me so why can't you work? I swear I just wanted to tell her

because I can't crap! LOL I know I didn't say that to her either. But I

wanted to so bad......LOL Its just that I wasn't feeling good. It started

raining here. And I really am still waiting for me to get better. You know

what I mean? I've always have belive that there is always hope. Not to

give up!

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I know just what you mean, . When I applied for SSI back in 1989, I

had to prove that I was mentally incapacitated enough that I couldn't work.

This was way before I started having all my medical problems. I went through

about a dozen tests, from 3 different psych doctors, and still they turned

me

down.

My SSI advocate from the welfare office said wait six months and we'll

try again. So 6 months later, I do the testing thing all over again, jump

through their hoops, and lo and behold, I get accepted!! Yeeeehaw!!!! I am

now at

this point totally physically and mentally exhausted from playing their

silly

games, but oh so glad that I finally made it.

Now I have all these medical things going on, and I'm trying to figure

out for the next review how to change from a mental disability to a physical

one, to keep my SSI. I haven't worked enough for SSDI - don't have nearly

enough

points. At my last review, about 3 years ago, they said they could see me

getting better in about 3 years. HAHAHAHA --- that's a laugh!!

Fibro, Lymphedema, DDD, Spinal senosis, spinal arthritis,

osteoarthritis, asthma, endometriosis, PTSD, depression, possible

narcolepsy, body

dysmorphic disorder, kidney stones, etc, etc, and the list goes on. Most of

these I

was born with, they just didn't bother to show their ugly heads until a few

(

maybe 12 ) years ago, long after the SSI checks started coming. .

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in Washington

Emotionally and Medically screwed up

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