Guest guest Posted December 28, 2008 Report Share Posted December 28, 2008 This thread is great as well! Not totally connected, but on the epiphany thread, I also read something recently that I loved, for those of us who feel that we have " too much baggage " to let go os or too many limiting beliefs. I'll retype it here. It's from Belleruth Naperstek, who I don't know much about other than I've listened to a weight loss tape of hers. Anyway, I just think this is a beautiful image, and tantamount to what we are all talking about in a way: " I enjoy this imagery exercise that I developed for healing trauma. You enter your own broken heart, seen as a rubble strewn landscape. As you journey into the deepest part of your heart, you emerg into a place of stunning beauty, which symbolizes the part of you that is untouched by whatever you have been or are going through> " I hope that speaks to some of you as it did to me! From: insideoutweightloss [mailto:insideoutweightloss ] On Behalf Of Sent: Sunday, December 28, 2008 8:11 AM To: insideoutweightloss Subject: Re: That kitchen full of food -I love these posts! They are awesome and inspiring. I've also been taking the extra time to take care of myself. I bring my bag to the gym with my blow dryer, make up, velcro rollers, and after I work out, I take the time to shower, clean up and make myself look good. It feels nice and I walk out the door feeling refreshed and cared for. I also like the smiling at others and being nice. I am a martial artist and chief instructor at my own academy. One of the things we are a part of is called the Ultimate Black Belt test. It is a year long test and includes several projects and 1000 random acts of kindness. That's 3 to 4 random acts of kindness a day. I try and instill the belief in my students that being a black belt is not about what they do inside the academy but how they interact in the world outside. You all gava alot of great suggestions. I think I'll save the list that got sent by accident! I've started my success journal and think I will expand it to include a daily gratitude list. -- In insideoutweightloss <mailto:insideoutweightloss%40yahoogroups.com> , " msbibafrog " wrote: > > I agree, Dee Dee. I've started taking better care of myself at > bedtime and in the morning. I put on jewelry and makeup even on the > days I am not going anywhere, simply because I am worth the effort. > It makes me feel good to look good and don't you know I have stopped > avoiding mirrors. I can look in a mirror and like what I see. Long > story short, I stopped listening for a while and when I started again > I had an epiphany - that at my core, I don't trust my own instincts > and I never have. It leaves me paralyzed with indecision. I realized > that when I have to decide something, I ask everyone's advice rather > than checking in with myself. I made a huge faux pas at work last > week and thought it might be a bad idea as I was doing it, but I > ignored the voice inside my head and ended up apologizing heartily to > a co-worker, who forgave me. I couldn't forgive myself for a day and > a half until I told myself that I am learning to trust myself and need > to make room for mistakes. I feel like much of my issues stem from > that lack of self-trust. No wonder I can't accept myself? Who likes > people they don't trust? No wonder I am on anti-anxiety meds? I have > a lot of work to do here, but I feel positive in the knowing. > > Jenn > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 28, 2008 Report Share Posted December 28, 2008 Jenn...I'm sure I'm not the only one reading this and thinking, " omg - that's me too! " ? I don't trust myself either.? I'm constantly second-guessing myself.? Not to mention all the negative little voices firing away at me inside my head.? As much as I realize that I don't give myself enough credit, I really hadn't thought abou it as a self-trust issue until I read your post.? That makes sense.? And I think the more we realize these things about ourselves, the more we can get a handle on it all and change our thinking and our attitudes.? Deedee Re: That kitchen full of food I agree, Dee Dee. I've started taking better care of myself at bedtime and in the morning. I put on jewelry and makeup even on the days I am not going anywhere, simply because I am worth the effort. It makes me feel good to look good and don't you know I have stopped avoiding mirrors. I can look in a mirror and like what I see. Long story short, I stopped listening for a while and when I started again I had an epiphany - that at my core, I don't trust my own instincts and I never have. It leaves me paralyzed with indecision. I realized that when I have to decide something, I ask everyone's advice rather than checking in with myself. I made a huge faux pas at work last week and thought it might be a bad idea as I was doing it, but I ignored the voice inside my head and ended up apologizing heartily to a co-worker, who forgave me. I couldn't forgive myself for a day and a half until I told myself that I am learning to trust myself and need to make room for mistakes. I feel like much of my issues stem from that lack of self-trust. No wonder I can't accept myself? Who likes people they don't trust? No wonder I am on anti-anxiety meds? I have a lot of work to do here, but I feel positive in the knowing. Jenn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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