Morning all.

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone, I've been awake since 4.00 am. Can't get back to

sleep, so here I am.

My ex has been at me about those damned shotguns again. He

threatened me that if I don't let him take the guns by Sunday, he's

going to the police, because I'm technically breaking the law. So I

went to the cops last night and the bastard was right. As he is the

firearms licence holder he should have possession and he should have

the keys to the gun safe. I tried telling the cops that I don't

feel safe if he has access to the guns 24/7 but they said there's

nothing they can do because he has not broken the law in any way and

as he does not have a history of violent behaviour they are

powerless to take the guns away from him.

So here I am, unable to sleep, constantly worried about what " could "

happen once he gets the guns back.

Even though he hasn't threatened me, I'm worried. Am I over-

reacting? He has said to me though, that if I force him to, he will

have me removed from the house and that the kids will live with him

in the house.

Well, maybe I am over-reacting, but I'm documenting my feelings

here, just in case.

Rosie.