Guest guest Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 Good Saturday, All Sorry not to have written before, but it's been an interesting and full week. After reading your responses to my post about our life together, I did a lot of thinking as to just how much of a victim I really am. I called an attorney here in Portland and learned that if my husband and I chose to divorce and he wanted to give me half his inheritance, there wasn't a thing in the world his family could do to prevent that. Further I learned that since he does not have a conservatorship or anything like that, IF he wanted to my husband could challenge the the provision in his father's estate that specified his share would be in an annuity and prevail. Most importantly for me, I faced and accepted responsibility for the level of dependency to which I had fallen. I went to my doctor for a full physical examination, joined Weight Watchers, got good pain medications, and started therapy. Yes, I did all that in one week. But that's not all. Armed with my new found resolve and the information from the attorneys and his therapist (we had a private conversation), I sat down with my husband the day after I talked to the attorney. I told him in very precise terms, avoiding vague emotional references, just how isolated and neglected I felt. I told him that things had to change if I were to stay. I told him that whether our relationship was to continue after the estate settled was fully his responsibility: that I wanted to stay but would only do so if things changed. Then came the hard part. He asked me what he needed to do, and I ALMOST told him. Fortunately I stopped myself just as the words were coming out of my mouth and said, " You know what you need to do. You have heard it a million times from me, from your social services worker, from your therapist. Do not ask me, do not request my help, do not attempt to tell me what you are going to do. Just do it or don't do it. You choose. " All week I have had to bite my tongue again and again to keep from asking him how he was going to do certain things or if he was going to do things, etc. I have been learning just how controlling I have been, or attempted to be. For his part, the house has never been cleaner. The meals have been pretty good and on time. We have gone walking together every day since that " sit down. " Today we are going to my daughter's to help her assemble some furniture. Thursday he went to our local grade school to read to a child, and made arrangements to go every Thursday. Oh, and did I say the house is clean? LOL... Oh if this only lasts. And in the meantime I will continue my own journey to independence and return to health and contentment. Thank you all for the wakeup. Shoshana -- Life is what happens to you; living is how you manage it. read about our adventures at www.justjosmidden.blogspot.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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