Serious Question?

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Has anyone out there been put on an anti-depression medication?

They year before my nada pat my docto put me on Zoloft. Not so much

for depression, but for anxiety-stress.

I just couldn't handle life like I used to. It became to much.

This was before she was diagnosed with BPD and I just couldn't deal

with all the denial that allowed my to survive all those years.

It was like the dam started to break open and I couldn't deal with it.

It helps but I think I also gain weight from it. I am affraid to get

off of it. The emotions are so strong from the hell of nada.

I get anxious and miserable. Just like all the emotions pent up are

rolling around inside me that I keep squashed all those years for

survival. I get to emotional with out it. I never needed this until I

turned 34. Maybe I have some sort of anxity disorder? I get scared that

because of mt family history with mental illness, how could I have

escaped it completely? I don't think I'm BPD. I look at the peole in

my life and go no way in hell would they be around me if I was that

messed up. I just wonder if the family caused the damange or made it

worse? I am getting better with theropy and I think I have a long way

to go. But what if I never get of that medicine? Does that mean I

have some sort of anxity disorder?