Re: Need a little support today

[Guest guest]

Now imagine that times 11 years! Yes, I can relate. It is taking

longer for me to become a productive and organized person than it is

for me to feel healthier. I am so used to just sitting on the couch,

because it was all I could do! Now I sit down out of habit and I hate

myself for it. I am trying to learn how to be normal again, how to

clean house again, and how to go out and do things rather than just

imagine doing them! Give yourself time, and be thankful that more of

your life wasn't taken away. You'll get back to normal eventually.

Hugs,

[Guest guest]

Hi Sis,

I'm sorry you're feeling out of sorts. Do you think maybe it could be

depression from all that has happened?

Kenda

> Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had implants, I

> was very organized with everything - around the house, billpaying,

> checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss, health

> falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess, and it

> makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

>

> Sis

>

>

>

>

>

>

> Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice given by licensed

> health care professionals. Consult your physician or licensed health care

> professional before commencing any medical treatment.

>

> " Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians mislead you.

> Find out what the facts are, and make your own decisions about how to live a

> happy life and how to work for a better world. " - Linus ing, two-time

> Nobel Prize Winner (1954, Chemistry; 1963, Peace)

>

> See our photos website! Enter " implants " for access at this link:

> http://.shutterfly.com/action/

>

>

[Guest guest]

, I don't know if I would have been strong enough to handle

this for 11 years, I have so much respect for the fact that you've

dealt with this for so long - I hate living like this and it's only

been 8 or 9 months.

Sis

>

> Now imagine that times 11 years! Yes, I can relate. It is taking

> longer for me to become a productive and organized person than it is

> for me to feel healthier. I am so used to just sitting on the couch,

> because it was all I could do! Now I sit down out of habit and I

hate

> myself for it. I am trying to learn how to be normal again, how to

> clean house again, and how to go out and do things rather than just

> imagine doing them! Give yourself time, and be thankful that more of

> your life wasn't taken away. You'll get back to normal eventually.

>

> Hugs,

>

>

[Guest guest]

Sis - I know how you feel. It is such an effort to stay focused on

anything. Years ago, I was an office administrator with 30 legal

secretaries under my supervision. I can't even imagine doing that job

today!! Today if I am expected to read a piece of paper with

instructions on it, I just get so flustered I give up and hope that I

won't have to pay a price for ignoring something important. I think we

will get better, though our aging process isn't going to help. I

really think that we are depleted of necessary natural chemicals that

make our brains function well. I'm hoping Dr. Leu will help me get to

the bottom of it and help. Have you called for an appointment yet? I

think he can help both of us, Sis. He really understands the human

body and immune problems.

Hang in there Sis, you are not alone.

Your friend,

Cherie

--- In , " auntsisnj " <auntsisnj@l...>

wrote:

>

> Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had implants, I

> was very organized with everything - around the house, billpaying,

> checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss, health

> falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess, and

it

> makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

>

> Sis

>

[Guest guest]

, let's do it together. Your explant is coming up next

week, so maybe you can consider that the first day of the rest of

your life, and we can take baby steps together.

Sis

> Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had

implants, I

> was very organized with everything - around the house, billpaying,

> checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss, health

> falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess,

and it

> makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

>

> Sis

>

>

>

>

>

>

> Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice given

by licensed health care professionals. Consult your physician or

licensed health care professional before commencing any medical

treatment.

>

> " Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians

mislead you. Find out what the facts are, and make your own

decisions about how to live a happy life and how to work for a

better world. " - Linus ing, two-time Nobel Prize Winner (1954,

Chemistry; 1963, Peace)

>

> See our photos website! Enter " implants " for access at this link:

> http://.shutterfly.com/action/

>

>

[Guest guest]

Sis,

I think one of the most insidious parts of implant

illness is what it does to the brain. . . It usually

creeps up on one so slowly, they don't realize it. . .

Speaking for myself - after 16 years of slowly leaking

gel implants - I can say it definitely gets better.

But you have to be aware that you can drop " chunks " of

information without awareness. And you have to work at

training those brain cells! . . . Life may never be

the same, but it can be really good again!

Hugs,

Rogene

[Guest guest]

Hi Cherie,

Yes, I just made my appointment with Dr. Leu on 2/15 at 2:15, I

figured that was a good omen - date and time are exactly the same!

Sis

> >

> > Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had

implants, I

> > was very organized with everything - around the house,

billpaying,

> > checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss,

health

> > falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess,

and

> it

> > makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

> >

> > Sis

> >

>

[Guest guest]

,

I think you already have your solution at hand. . .

The way to get up and going is to find something to be

passionate about (dancing) . . . Then, if you set

those mundane chores as goals to be done before you

enjoy your passion, it's much easier!

Hugs,

Rogene

[Guest guest]

Oh Sis, I know! . . .

It's been happening to millions of us! . . . Enough

for some people to label us as nutz and slutz! . . .

It's going to get better. You're going to have to find

ways around things that work for you. Lists,

schedules, notes . . . and an awareness that we are

prone to slip up. Hopefully those times will become

less frequent with time.

If women only knew how much they stand to lose when

they get breast implants!

Hugs,

Rogene

[Guest guest]

Sis, Thank you for your support. I started sobbing right after reading your offer to take baby steps together. I have felt so alone for so long, it is good to hear someone wanting to go through this with me. When I got these stupid things I thought to myself that that was the first day of the rest of my life. And it was a while. Yes, it did catch illnesses easier, but I was more confident in who I was. But, then last year in my 5 year of having implants it took even my confidence. I became so diabled I could no long attend my Nursing classes, and I had to quit my part-time job. I loved working as a Nursing Assistanct for Alzheimer's patients. I got to "love people and get paid for it." I became separated from my whole life. Then when a neurologist told me the only thing I needed to get better was to see a psychiatrist, I lost the remaining confidence I had left. I don't leave

my house unless it is to run arrands. I have not gotten involved in church activities, because no one would understand my struggles. I have gone without hope for such a long time. It is hard to imagine another "first day of the rest of my life." I know I will respond great to detoxing. I gained a lot in the past 6 months by detoxing before I knew it was my implants. If it weren't for my kinesiologist believing it was a toxin making me ill, I never would have thought to detox. Too bad he can't get the credit for linking my implants to the toxin. He was so sure it was aspartame. Thank you for making my day with your support. auntsisnj <auntsisnj@...> wrote: , let's do it together. Your explant is coming up next week, so maybe you

can consider that the first day of the rest of your life, and we can take baby steps together.Sis> Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had implants, I > was very organized with everything - around the house, billpaying, > checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss, health > falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess, and it > makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me. > > Sis > > > > > > > Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice given by licensed health care professionals. Consult your physician or licensed health care professional before commencing any medical

treatment. > > "Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians mislead you. Find out what the facts are, and make your own decisions about how to live a happy life and how to work for a better world." - Linus ing, two-time Nobel Prize Winner (1954, Chemistry; 1963, Peace)> > See our photos website! Enter "implants" for access at this link:> http://.shutterfly.com/action/> >

[Guest guest]

Kenda, definitely it's depression - but in alot of ways I'm not

giving in to it, but on an emotional level I'm very sad. I'm also

very angry at myself for doing something without listening to the

voices that were screaming out " don't do it " .

Sis

--- In , Kenda Skaggs <skaggs@c...>

wrote:

>

> Hi Sis,

>

> I'm sorry you're feeling out of sorts. Do you think maybe it

could be

> depression from all that has happened?

>

> Kenda

>

>

> > Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had

implants, I

> > was very organized with everything - around the house,

billpaying,

> > checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss, health

> > falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess,

and it

> > makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

> >

> > Sis

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice

given by licensed

> > health care professionals. Consult your physician or licensed

health care

> > professional before commencing any medical treatment.

> >

> > " Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians

mislead you.

> > Find out what the facts are, and make your own decisions about

how to live a

> > happy life and how to work for a better world. " - Linus ing,

two-time

> > Nobel Prize Winner (1954, Chemistry; 1963, Peace)

> >

> > See our photos website! Enter " implants " for access at this link:

> > http://.shutterfly.com/action/

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

, my day has just been made as well - I'm so glad that we

are able to help eachother (and your message made me cry as well, in

a good way).

Sis

> > Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had

> implants, I

> > was very organized with everything - around the house,

billpaying,

> > checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss,

health

> > falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess,

> and it

> > makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

> >

> > Sis

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice

given

> by licensed health care professionals. Consult your physician or

> licensed health care professional before commencing any medical

> treatment.

> >

> > " Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians

> mislead you. Find out what the facts are, and make your own

> decisions about how to live a happy life and how to work for a

> better world. " - Linus ing, two-time Nobel Prize Winner (1954,

> Chemistry; 1963, Peace)

> >

> > See our photos website! Enter " implants " for access at this link:

> > http://.shutterfly.com/action/

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

Rogene, thanks for making me chuckle (and for your support, when you

are going through some tough times as well) - I love that, " nutz and

slutz " . Too funny.

Sis

>

> Oh Sis, I know! . . .

>

> It's been happening to millions of us! . . . Enough

> for some people to label us as nutz and slutz! . . .

>

> It's going to get better. You're going to have to find

> ways around things that work for you. Lists,

> schedules, notes . . . and an awareness that we are

> prone to slip up. Hopefully those times will become

> less frequent with time.

>

> If women only knew how much they stand to lose when

> they get breast implants!

>

> Hugs,

>

> Rogene

>

[Guest guest]

Sis . . . anger and stress are the number one

deterents to getting well. Somehow, someway, you MUST

find a way to let it go. . .

I've found that spreading the word of the danger of

implants lets me feel like I'm getting even with the

manufacturer's and doctors who are doing this to our

women. I send messages to the FDA or my

congressmen/women at every opportunity. . . I will not

shut up and go away!

I also found that having a bunch of unfinished chores

around stressed me. . . When I get to that point, I

make a list of all the stuff, then see how far down

the list I can get and how quick I can get there. . .

It really makes a difference.

Humor helps hugely in personal relationships when

problems come up . . . Staying away from toxic people

is huge! . . . Being upfront about how you feel about

things is also freeing.

You're going to get there Sis . . . I just wish we had

more shortcuts for you!

Hugs,

Rogene

[Guest guest]

LOL,

I try to forget things I don't like . . but at one

time we actually were referred to as nutz and slutz in

the media! . . . Grrrrrrr

It wasn't funny at all at the time!

Rogene

[Guest guest]

You're so right Rogene, and slowly but surely I am getting back on

track. The dancing gives me so much energy! I'm still struggling to

bring in enough students though, but every new business struggles at

first.

[Guest guest]

Since my eyes have been drying out the only time I create my own relief is when I cry. I usually use eye drops all day long, but they burn almost as much as keeping my eyes dry. When I cry it gives my eyes releif from burning. Do you have problems with dry eyes? My eyes used to keep up from getting a good night sleep, but I have been using a night time gel. My husbands "goopes" my eyes at bedtime. The gel doesn't seem to stay in all night long, and I don't like waking him up. Does anyone know of a good night time eye gel for lubricating the eyes? auntsisnj <auntsisnj@...> wrote: , my day has just been made as well - I'm so glad that we are able to help eachother (and your message made me cry as well, in a good

way).Sis> > Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had > implants, I > > was very organized with everything - around the house, billpaying, > > checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss, health > > falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess, > and it > >

makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me. > > > > Sis > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice given > by licensed health care professionals. Consult your physician or > licensed health care professional before commencing any medical > treatment. > > > > "Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians > mislead you. Find out what the facts are, and make your own > decisions about how to live a happy life and how to work for a > better world." - Linus ing, two-time Nobel Prize Winner (1954, > Chemistry; 1963, Peace)> > > > See our photos website! Enter "implants" for access at this link:> > http://.shutterfly.com/action/> > > >

[Guest guest]

,

I think the name is Lacri-Lube . . .something like

that. It comes in a tiny, tiny tube. This may be what

you're using . . . You lay about a 1/4 inch line of it

between your eye ball and eye lid. It's very

effective.

Also . . . Check to see if the solution you're using

has silicone in it. . . If it does, you may be

reacting to it. There are other good solutions.

Hugs,

Rogene

[Guest guest]

Dry eyes haven't been a problem, although blurry vision has.

Sis

> > > Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had

> > implants, I

> > > was very organized with everything - around the house,

> billpaying,

> > > checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss,

> health

> > > falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a

mess,

> > and it

> > > makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

> > >

> > > Sis

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice

> given

> > by licensed health care professionals. Consult your physician or

> > licensed health care professional before commencing any medical

> > treatment.

> > >

> > > " Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians

> > mislead you. Find out what the facts are, and make your own

> > decisions about how to live a happy life and how to work for a

> > better world. " - Linus ing, two-time Nobel Prize Winner

(1954,

> > Chemistry; 1963, Peace)

> > >

> > > See our photos website! Enter " implants " for access at this

link:

> > > http://.shutterfly.com/action/

> > >

> > >

[Guest guest]

,

I just have to tell you that what you wrote the other day about

making a deal with the devil was so inspirational to me. You

actually put my feelings into words, and I printed it and shared it

with my family. I will hang on to that one. You have a lot of

wisdom, and I think that God is already using you to help others.

Cherie

> > > Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had

> > implants, I

> > > was very organized with everything - around the house,

> billpaying,

> > > checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss,

> health

> > > falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a

mess,

> > and it

> > > makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

> > >

> > > Sis

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice

> given

> > by licensed health care professionals. Consult your physician or

> > licensed health care professional before commencing any medical

> > treatment.

> > >

> > > " Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians

> > mislead you. Find out what the facts are, and make your own

> > decisions about how to live a happy life and how to work for a

> > better world. " - Linus ing, two-time Nobel Prize Winner

(1954,

> > Chemistry; 1963, Peace)

> > >

> > > See our photos website! Enter " implants " for access at this

link:

> > > http://.shutterfly.com/action/

> > >

> > >

[Guest guest]

Thanks Sis. I have had bad days since my explant, but last week when

I was on the antibiotics and I herxed a little bit, it reminded me

of how sick I used to be every day and how healthy I am now. I

actually know what it feels like to be normal now!

> >

> > Now imagine that times 11 years! Yes, I can relate. It is taking

> > longer for me to become a productive and organized person than

it is

> > for me to feel healthier. I am so used to just sitting on the

couch,

> > because it was all I could do! Now I sit down out of habit and I

> hate

> > myself for it. I am trying to learn how to be normal again, how

to

> > clean house again, and how to go out and do things rather than

just

> > imagine doing them! Give yourself time, and be thankful that

more of

> > your life wasn't taken away. You'll get back to normal

eventually.

> >

> > Hugs,

> >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Thank you Cherie, I am amazed at my courage in getting my story out. I thought I would not be able to acknowledge my explant surgery, for embarrassment reasons. I didn't tell too many people that I even had implants put in. My kids didnt even know. I have swallowed my pride, and have truly been humbled. (I can do all things in Christ, who strengthens me.) I talked over my impending explant surgery with my 13 year old daughter this past weekend and she has been so loving ever since. She took it well and we have had some discussions about self-esteem is earned, not bought. I had given my story to my mom and sisters, they have all been thinking about getting them some day. They are re-thinking their plans. Yesterday, I had some time with a friend I haven't seen since I stopped taking classes last fall. She and I shed some tears together. She had no idea I had implants to begin

with. After sharing my story, she told me she was planning to buy some after she graduated nursing school. She is re-thinking her plan also. Most people I know would love to get them, however the cost is a factor keeping them from them. Hopefully I can give them a new reason to stay clear of them. Cherie <cheriesut@...> wrote: ,I just have to tell you that what you wrote the other day about making a deal with the devil was so inspirational to me. You actually put my feelings into words, and I printed it and shared it with my family. I will hang on to that one. You have a lot of wisdom, and I think that God is already using you to help others.Cherie> > >> > > Sis,> > > > > > I can so relate. I used to be so organized with filing > systems > > and everything. A couple of weeks ago I was in my basement > looking > > through boxes

searching for my old implant information. I found > > accordian folders with receipts and proofs of payment for every > bill > > I ever paid. I have one for every year since I was on my own. > > Within the past few years I haven't saved or kept track of > > anything. I have tried to keep things, but it usually I end up > with > > 3-4 piles of unrelated papers. It was such a slow process, that I > > didn't realize it was happening. I just thought I was getting > older > > and turning into my mother. I have lost so much of who I was, it > is > > shocking how this has affected every part of me. I hope I can > learn > > how to be more structured after my explant.> > > > > > > > > > > > auntsisnj <auntsisnj@l...>

wrote:> > > Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had > > implants, I > > > was very organized with everything - around the house, > billpaying, > > > checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss, > health > > > falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess, > > and it > > > makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me. > > > > > > Sis > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice > given > > by licensed health care professionals. Consult your physician or > > licensed health care professional before commencing any medical > > treatment. > > > > > > "Do

not let either the medical authorities or the politicians > > mislead you. Find out what the facts are, and make your own > > decisions about how to live a happy life and how to work for a > > better world." - Linus ing, two-time Nobel Prize Winner (1954, > > Chemistry; 1963, Peace)> > > > > > See our photos website! Enter "implants" for access at this link:> > > http://.shutterfly.com/action/> > > > > >

[Guest guest]

Hi Sis,

You have got to stop beating yourself up over your choice to implant. Every

one of us has made mistakes when we heard a little voice inside screaming

don't do it!! It's hard to trust our intuition for some reason. If you

learn from your mistakes and try to find something good in it, it is much

easier to go on without the sadness. You are taking care of yourself,

helping others and have learned a lot about yourself, all through your

implant journey. These are all very positive things. Try to focus on what

you can change, not the things you cannot. I know it's easier for me to say

to you because I didn't implant but believe me, I have made plenty of

mistakes in my life and kicked myself afterward. My yoga teacher has been

instrumental in teaching me to find the positive in negative things, it

really has helped me a lot. You are on a new journey, if you look at it

positively, it will help you become more focused on your future, rather than

the past. Also, your appointment with Dr. Leu will undoubtedly give you new

hope! He is very uplifting!

If you want to read an interesting inspirational book or prefer CD's, check

out the Power of Now. My yoga teacher had me borrow his copy and I now have

it on CD. At first I thought it was craziness but it all makes so much

sense. All we have is now, the past is gone and the future isn't here yet.

If you understand this and focus on your now, a lot of sadness and anxiety

will cease. My 16-year old son even uses the principle for school when he

becomes overwhelmed.

Kenda

> Kenda, definitely it's depression - but in alot of ways I'm not

> giving in to it, but on an emotional level I'm very sad. I'm also

> very angry at myself for doing something without listening to the

> voices that were screaming out " don't do it " .

>

> Sis

>

>

>>

>> Hi Sis,

>>

>> I'm sorry you're feeling out of sorts. Do you think maybe it

> could be

>> depression from all that has happened?

>>

>> Kenda

>>

>>

>>> Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had

> implants, I

>>> was very organized with everything - around the house,

> billpaying,

>>> checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss, health

>>> falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess,

> and it

>>> makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

>>>

>>> Sis

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>> Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice

> given by licensed

>>> health care professionals. Consult your physician or licensed

> health care

>>> professional before commencing any medical treatment.

>>>

>>> " Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians

> mislead you.

>>> Find out what the facts are, and make your own decisions about

> how to live a

>>> happy life and how to work for a better world. " - Linus ing,

> two-time

>>> Nobel Prize Winner (1954, Chemistry; 1963, Peace)

>>>

>>> See our photos website! Enter " implants " for access at this link:

>>> http://.shutterfly.com/action/

>>>

>>>

[Guest guest]

Hi ,

Have you been to an optometrist or ophthalmologist? Years ago my doctor

prescribed a nighttime goo for dry eyes. It worked really well but I don't

recall what it was called. When I woke up in the morning, my eyes were

still well lubricated. Darn, I wish I could remember what it was! I wore

contact lenses then and my eyes would get really irritated and dry during

allergy season.

Kenda

> Since my eyes have been drying out the only time I create my own relief is

> when I cry. I usually use eye drops all day long, but they burn almost as

> much as keeping my eyes dry. When I cry it gives my eyes releif from burning.

> Do you have problems with dry eyes? My eyes used to keep up from getting a

> good night sleep, but I have been using a night time gel. My husbands

> " goopes " my eyes at bedtime. The gel doesn't seem to stay in all night long,

> and I don't like waking him up. Does anyone know of a good night time eye gel

> for lubricating the eyes?

>

>

>

> auntsisnj <auntsisnj@...> wrote:

> , my day has just been made as well - I'm so glad that we

> are able to help eachother (and your message made me cry as well, in

> a good way).

>

> Sis

>

>

>>> Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had

>> implants, I

>>> was very organized with everything - around the house,

> billpaying,

>>> checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss,

> health

>>> falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess,

>> and it

>>> makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

>>>

>>> Sis

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>> Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice

> given

>> by licensed health care professionals. Consult your physician or

>> licensed health care professional before commencing any medical

>> treatment.

>>>

>>> " Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians

>> mislead you. Find out what the facts are, and make your own

>> decisions about how to live a happy life and how to work for a

>> better world. " - Linus ing, two-time Nobel Prize Winner (1954,

>> Chemistry; 1963, Peace)

>>>

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[Guest guest]

Thanks, Kenda. I'll have to look for that book. Most days I try to

be positive, but some days are harder than others. In some ways I

think I'm still in shock. I'm looking forward to my consultation

with Dr. Leu.

Sis

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> >>

> >> Hi Sis,

> >>

> >> I'm sorry you're feeling out of sorts. Do you think maybe it

> > could be

> >> depression from all that has happened?

> >>

> >> Kenda

> >>

> >>

> >>> Can anyone relate to this? Before I lost my job and had

> > implants, I

> >>> was very organized with everything - around the house,

> > billpaying,

> >>> checkbook, etc. Since all of this has happened, job loss,

health

> >>> falling apart, I am totally disorganized - checkbook is a mess,

> > and it

> >>> makes me feel really bad about myself. None of this is me.

> >>>

> >>> Sis

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

> >>> Opinions expressed are NOT meant to take the place of advice

> > given by licensed

> >>> health care professionals. Consult your physician or licensed

> > health care

> >>> professional before commencing any medical treatment.

> >>>

> >>> " Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians

> > mislead you.

> >>> Find out what the facts are, and make your own decisions about

> > how to live a

> >>> happy life and how to work for a better world. " - Linus

ing,

> > two-time

> >>> Nobel Prize Winner (1954, Chemistry; 1963, Peace)

> >>>

> >>> See our photos website! Enter " implants " for access at this

link:

> >>> http://.shutterfly.com/action/

> >>>

> >>>