Hey all

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Rogene,

It sounds like they may have caught it early. I still feel positive

about the outcome. I know the Lord will carry you and your family

through this trial. I will continue to pray for your strength.

Last Fri late Dr. Kolb called and asked if I ever feel extreme

fatigue and weak for no reason. I said yes all the time. She said

my thyroid was off. (And a list of other blood work that ties in

with my condition) Also she said my Leptin level was through the

roof. I believe she said the normal range is 27. Mine is 296.

Which I asked her what does this mean. She said weight-gain without

eating. I wanted to cry. She is the only Dr. that has not blammed

my condition on my weight. She said its common with her patients as

bad as me to drop 55 lbs. after explanting/detox/flushing and not

dieting. Since last Fri I have been extreme. The past couple days

have been better. I was able to clean a little. For weeks all I was

able to do is just stare at what needed to be done. I can definately

feel my body flushing the poison out.

Yes, Tues is around the corner. I'm still scared. I know I'm in

the Lord's hands for what ever His Will may be. I can't understand

why I don't have complete peace over this surgery. Maybe its cause

I've been 'poisioned' for 19 yrs. And having life after Implants

seems so unrealistic at this point. The foam covering has me

terrified.

One of our members had her explant from Dr. Kolb last thurs. when I

had to go for more blood work. Can anyone remember her name? I

still can't find it viewing past post. I wonder how she is doing?

Thank You all for your Prayers and concerns.

a