Guest guest Posted February 17, 2006 Report Share Posted February 17, 2006 Hi, I need some support and encouragement. I am so angry and discouraged. I feel so much emotion. I feel violated. I am mad about the way that I have been treated. I know that anger isn't healthy. When I am not angry I feel so depressed. I am sad that I saved up money for implants that were to better my life. I know hindsight is 20/20, but still it is hard accepting this. I can barely afford getting them out. Not to mention all of the other financial burdens my implants have brought into my life. I am told that I will need a lift, but I cannot afford it. I feel fortunate that I am getting an explant and thank God for Dr's that understand and this group. I think it is wonderful that women are speaking out about their experiences (Now I am too), if they hadn't I would have never figured out why I was so ill. But still I feel such a horrible loss. My friends and family tell me that it will be okay and who cares about my figure, but it isn't just my figure it is how I feel. It is depressing to constantly be battling daily pain and fatigue. It is scary to be presenting with signs and symptoms of diseases like Lupus and RA. I also breastfed 2 children with my implants. Then you add in the other things and it is over whelming. I need help letting go and dealing with my anger and new physical appearance. Hugs to all, MK Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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