haven't posted in a while-need advice

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Hey everyone,

Spring has sprung and it is busy in our household. I haven't posted

in a while and after the day I have had, I need to check in with all

of you more often. Because the weather has gotten extremely warm over

the past week, I have been having a tough time with swim suits and the

more revealing clothing of summer. For the first time since my

explant, I am feeling insecure. My boobs are very uneven. It is such

a let down after spending over $13,000. I'm going to e-mail Dr. M and

see if there is any type of lift he can do to even them out. Has

anyone encountered this problem after explant?

Also, I have developed arthritis in my 2 index fingers and am still

itching, after trying to detox and taking 2 rounds of fungal defense.

I thank God for my good days and am truly trying to be happy with his

creation (me), but still I struggle, especially being around my

friends that still have them and feel fine.

Does anyone else ever get down? I don't want to sound like a whiney

hiney, but it has been a tough day.

Thanks for listening,

Ginger