not flat, concave with bumps...help, please

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i was glad to read that penni is going to an expert....my implants are

out, but i am in more pain now, my incisions hurt, and one cannot

explain that as thin as i am, i'm not flat, but concave......i can feel

all these weird bones, and there are bumps in the center space where i

used to have breasts......i can't even consider " bras " or anything

yet....and there will never be a reconstruction with my own tissue, do

to expense, and the fact i have no extra tissue......i would love to

know if having new pains, the same pain, and then losing weight, not

being able to eat are normal.....my surgeon gave me all of ninty

seconds at my post op appt.....and i am an assertive person! i am

waiting for copies of my surgery...............since she didn't ever

say anything to me or my daughters if the surgery even went okay....i

know i am whining, and i know the silicone was bad, but i don't know

what to do now.......i pray about every minute, cause i am hurting in

my soul and body, but feel lost.........thanks for listening......

kathie