I'm back from The Mental Bootcamp

[Guest guest]

I heard I'd be tired but I'm really exhausted and I had to go there

on one of my retarded days I call it. Sinus from hell and feeling

retarded and having some of the neck stuff. I really couldn't even

focus Period. Will be interesting to see how the results come out.

And that True False Test about killed me and those questions, some do

not make sense. I had to reread them and still didn't get it and

started circling in on the wrong questions so no telling what that

test will show. I had a headache and feeling crappy.

The cards and diagrams and blocks. LOL What a trippy test and I

couldn't remember the stupid drawings I drew and you try 8 or so

alphabet and numbers jumbled up and then remember how to put them

acurately in order numbers first, then alphabet. I did good on some

but more of them, not. She said I did good tho and seem to do better

after they repeated 3 times and had me repeat. I guess then my short-

term memory sucks but long-term is better? I really lost focus a

couple times and feel bizzare tonight either from front coming thru

or who knows what was in that building today.

And get this, can't recall what she said but I said I spent over

$11,000 cleaning up mold and water proofing and she said she had MOLD

in bathroom and a roof leak. I said do you know what mold can do to

you? I said that is what my enviro doc thinks has done this to me

and I'm allergic also but you don't have to be allergic to get

poisioned. She said she had the allergy testing for molds and foods

ETC and not allergic to molds so has the misconception can't hurt

her. What about her family???? She sure wrote down AB Control I

used in my area that I had Carl talk to to make sure he was the right

remediation company. She said they were selling the house so I

figure they might cover it up. Feel sorry for next victims. She did

seem sort of spacey herself and claimed the test she gives are

memorized to her b/c she gives them so much. Believe that cost me

$1150 before insurance but will know for sure later. And think to

see the DR. was $175. That better get my butt out of mold before it

kills me.

My friends already say they can tell the difference in me and that

I'm not the same BUT I sure look good. Sick of that one. Think I

need to crash and feel like I'm getting a migraine now on top

of all. Been windy and guess another front is coming thru.

Dr. C did ask if I was in an old State Gov. Bldg. and I said yes.

Bet I'm not the first patient he has seen. Told him had mold and

abestos and State Air Quality person said so and said I had it at

home but no major talk was done after that about mold. Not sure if

he got it or not but did say my CSM dose was up to 4 doses and it is

a toxin binding drug and now I can have an appetite again where

before I did not and was 98-99lbs. So, Hello, can you read between

the lines? He ask for two of the reasons of not making it to work.

I chose Major Chronic Fatigue and Chronic Headaches that make me sick

or puke and also mention about feeling like I'm blacking out but he

never asked did I black out. Told him I had 3 head injuries in my

20's that were hard ones but not knocked out or in hospital. Course

I had some in childhood. You think I need a helmet? LOL =) OK off to

pass out and for anyone taking a neuropsyche test, it's tiring and

took me 6 1/2hrs. They said I could go eat but I just wanted to

finish and get out of there. So if you go, take something to eat in

your car or leave and eat. Grits sure didn't last me from 6am to

3:30pm. Oh, math, I couldn't do that worth a crap and was

embarrassed. How many weeks are in a year?? What is your

answer? I screwed up a lot today sooooooooo if test comes back I'm

fine and dandy, just thing what the people walking around with no

brain function!

Rhonda