4:57 and Just Here, Kind of

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Dear.

Dear all,

 

   Well, it is 4:35 AM in the morning and I have been awake since 6:30 AM

yesterday morning. On Saturday night I did not fall asleep until around 4:30

or 5:00 AM. The thing that is weird is that my body is not fighting this lack of

sleep at all. It is sort of like my body is giving up the ship and saying that's

it, that is all I am getting. I do not know how long I am going to keep this

going but I no longer feel that it is a problem if my body is not fighting it. I

have this sort of euphoric feeling. (sorry about the spelling) I am still taking

my Ambien, Remeron, and Seroquel, in high doses everynight. It just kind

of relaxes me and that is about it. I did see both of my doctors in Chicago last

week and they both told me the same thing. " We are doing everything they can and

there are no new drugs on the horizon for RSD or for sleep " . I do believe them.

They have tried just about everything. The only two thing left are the deep

brain stimulators

and the Ketamine Coma treatment. ( I have had Ketamine Infusions six times and

nothing came of it ) So that is what is going on now. I am not sure about what

the next weeks will bring and how long I will be able to keep up this pace. I

hope you all are well or as well as possible.

 

                                                Take Care of Yourselves

                                                           Jim