Break up

[Guest guest]

A man I am in love with just told me that he doesn't desire me

Tears falls down

I experience sorrow

I feel sadness

And I cry

I cry I don't know why

He was so special to me

And now the story of us being together doesn't exist anymore

I feel like:

Gee I finally like someone so much, isn't it a must that he would want me

too?

When I was at the streets of Belgium at the school

I had to ask for food from people

It was so hard for me

I couldn't do it

It took me a few hours until I could go to someone and ask for food

And when he said NO, I was thinking:

I didn't consider anyone say no to me, the hard part was to ask

And facing a no was like, geee isn't it hard enough!

So I finally founded a man I want (hard enough)

Now he say no to me.

Wow, it gets harder

I don't want him anymore

Because he doesn't want me the way a man wants a women

He likes my body, likes the person I am, want to want me

Yet something is missing for him

Oh well, not my business

Not in my control

I open myself to god to send me the best man for me

And I always live a door open to this amazing man

Cause I love him no matter what

Tami