this was a bad one

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I was getting pretty groughy with the back pain,kidney and bowel

pressure,gas included. numbness and weakness down the back of my

legs. than a kidney,toxins,?? search brought up ms and diabetees

articles. brought up the article on ears and visual oscillopsia. my

ears weren't bothering me at the time but things had been

oscillateing for a few days and getting worse. it went into my cns

pretty quick that day, the back pain overtakeing my whole back side

and than also radiateing down my arms(a very fimilur symptom from the

past). shoulders stiff and pain unbearable, up the back of my neck

than wammo, the killer headackes. pressure on my eyes was bad. hurt

to move,hurt to not move. thought my head would burst. layed on left

side and started felling fluid comeing out of right ear. forced

myself to lean over and try to take a drink and fluid came out my

nose, pressure toface and forehead, made my nose burn. rolled onto my

right side and fluid started comeing from right ear, left ear started

ringing really bad, it hurt. head pain eased up than it all happened

to more times but pain in head was lessor each time. been a ruff few

days, still ruff but better. dont know if i can live through anymore

that bad. little sinus and lung infections too but paled in

comparison. couldn't bring myself to call 911, would the hospital

make me worse or stick a shunt in my head? that thought scares me. I

really was doing better overall until I started trying to see doctors

again. going to clinics and even just into hospital to get med.

records have left me constantly fughting boughts of infections, one

after another. while they all involved cns,kidney,spinal,brain in

with sinus,lung,ect. this has been the worst one sence my exposure. a

little moisture in ears and headackes vs. what i just went through,

big difference. nothing like a refresher corse. looking back now,

forget about types of mycotoxins in both my homes and just

considering amounts and what i know about both homes. the first one

could be saved while the second one never should have been sold as

liveable. not one inch of that house is not infested.

maybe my brain barriors haveing broke down is the only reason i'm

still here. my ears stiff fell strange, my nose burnt for a few days

and i remember that back than my nose burnt and was full of sores

that have never went away. that spinal fluid is wicked stuff.wicked

when it becomes toxic. sorry, still out of it but want to share

while fresh in my mind. effects to brain from this is different than

haveing a toxin make it up the nose route. spinal fluid can leak out

your nose, it did with me and now I'm possitive. maybe because my

olfactory bulbs are shot or even gone. also recall reading theres

some possiblitys of it going into sinuses but cant remember what I

read on that. ok, back to bed. wonder why doctors never take swab of

fluid comeing out of ears or nose? might give them a clue.