When Will This Nightmare Be Over?....Update

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Hi group,

I haven't been posting for awhile but I have been checking in now and

then reading the postings. I haven't felt much like responding because

I've been to fatigued, sick, busy and just plain tired. My situation

has not improved and my monthly check I receive from the county is about

to be cut in half if I don't turn in the doctor forms they need. But I

don't have any money to go see a doctor right now and my ex-husband

stole my car and crashed it into five other cars so I don't have a way

to get around and the bus is too hard for me (walking, etc.) and taxis

are too expensive. What a nightmare! My apartment is still full of mold

and I can't afford to move anywhere or stay in a hotel. My daughter

started vomiting last week after we came home from being away for three

days. The apartment smells horrible! She was staying at my mom's but she

is leaving to go out of town so my daughter will have to come back home

but I don't want her in this hell whole. And even though I have sent

emails to family and friends about the dangers of mold they still want

to turn a blinds eyes. So, no I still don't have any support from them.

And at the same time all this is going on with the mold issues, in one

week, my daughter graduated from 8th grade, my grandmother had to have

surgery, my brother-in-law had to go to the emergency room, my car was

crashed and my dad fell and hit his head. Will this nightmare ever end?

Well, my lawyers have finally filed my appeal for my disability case but

who knows how long this part of the process will take. It's already

going on five years. With no money and no car and nowhere to go and

still sick as ever I don't know what else I can do. I'm trying to sell

some things so I can come up with some money to buy another car and go

to my doctor, at least to get these forms filled out so they won't cut

my check but everyone is struggling it seems because people aren't

buying; can't afford to, I guess.

Sorry I haven't called anyone or kept in touch but things are stressful.

I think about all of you always and know we are all in this struggle to

fight mold toxicity, no, poisoning!

Need An Angel, A Miracle and A Prayer,

Dana

PS. Just want to say a quick hi to Sharon K., KC and Sharon C.,

B., Haley, Jeanine, Rhonda, Dan and Carmella and to all the new members.

, I hope you were able to move okay and hows the workplace? Sharon

K. keep up the good work, thank you! KC and Sharon C. thanks for all you

do and everyone else who is on this board. And to the new members,

welcome. If you don't get a response, hang in there. We all do our best.

And group, please remember to try to be positive in responding to

others. It may mean the difference between just being on the edge and

falling over the edge.