Re: Dear diary

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Dear R

> Sounds rude to go out and leave you alone-if you ask me but then

> maybe that is my story. -

I love your honesty.

I thought so too, but than I realized that it is reality and rudness

is just my labbel.

is not a rude person, if he was I couldnt be with him.

He make up his own decitions. Sometimes I think it was a bad decition

so I let him know how I see it.

T

>

> I found a quote for you .. you know i have a million quotes.

>

> Radical Happiness page 40 by Lake ( Nirmalas wife. )

>

> " This inquiry will free you from suffering caused by desire.

> " What is something you desire right now? What is it you are telling

> yourself about the desire , that is , what do you believe fulfilling

> it will do for you? Is it possible that you already have that right

> now even without fulfilling your desire? You can still pursue this

> desire , but if you are clear that it doesnt have the ability to

give

> you what you really want, you won't suffer if it doesnt get

> fulfilled. We give our desires so much power WE believe that

> fulfilling them will make us happy , but that is not the source of

> true happiness. "

>

> When we finally see the truth about our desires we surrender.

> .....dropping into the moment , into the Real. "

>

> I like my quotes i dont know if you do.

> enjoy Berlin,

> love, roslyn

>

> - In Loving-what-is , " Tami " <tamar_fa@> wrote:

> >

> > Dear diary

> >

> > Here I am again, eating a home cook pasta I made myself (trust me

> you don´t want to

> > taste it).

> > Me and went for a walk tugheter, it was nice.

> > I asked him what traits he is looking in a women, and guess what I

> have it all :-)

> >

> > we held hands (I am not sure if I am allowed to share with you

such

> an intimacy, after all I

> > am holding hands with THE moderetor of this group, Dahh).

> > Until now it sounds like heaven on hearth, right?

> >

> > The question you need to ask yourself is:

> > why am I cooking myself when there is around...

> > Well, I want to say that now he went out by himself to meat

friends.

> >

> > At the moment I am at home by myself listening to the israeli

disc I

> made him and I feel

> > love.

> >

> > It is kind of: we are just friends now, I think I want more, like

> pussy licking (, can I be

> > more clear than that?) and it is what it is.

> >

> > I dont know what will happen and I have no prefernses.

> > If he will want me to be with him, I will say yes (I think)

> > But I am not hoping for anything, I trust reality to be perfect

always.

> >

> > How do I know that we meant to be? If will take it one step

> further, and like kiss me

> > and make love to me.

> >

> > I am here all alone, feel alitle sad and a litle happy

> > and mainly discust from the pasta I am eating.

> >

> > doesn´t resemble to anything I ever knew, and for me it is

like

> descovering the

> > unknown.

> >

> > I listen to Israeli music, I am happy, and I think I shouldn´t be

> cause I am all alone here.

> > Old thinking, I can drop it.

> >

> > Enough for now

> >

> > bye

> >

> > T

> >

>