I haven't been here in a while....

September 15, 2007

I've been out of my toxic work for about 8 months and I can tell the

difference but I was hoping I'd feel better than this. My home was

toxic also I remediated. I stopped taking CSM in the Spring and I take

low dose naltrexone and have since Dec. 2004 and a lot of different

supplements. The barometric pressure slams me and really affects me

badly and we have so much low pressure constantly now. I want to feel

normal again and stop going thru all these changes I go through. I was

exposed for a long time between work and my home so I guess this is it

and how I will feel forever. My tremors did stop so I'm thinking my

inflammation levels MMP9 are hopefully going down. In 2006 my MMP9 was

1112 and I'd like to know what it is now. I'm still pissed that a

neuropsyche test said I was conversion somatic and I never did go back

to get the followup on that and an assistant to my neuro told me it

said conversion somatic. I have one brain lesion that has been found

on an MRI. I wish I was somatic so I could make this horrific nightmare

go away and be who I use to be. I've had noticeable symptoms for 12

years. It took a long time to be poisoned but is it possible to get

better than I am now I wonder. I'm tired of swallowing supplements and

wondering if I am only wasting money or can they help or can they be

toxic. I wonder when the medical world will wake up and stop hiding

mycotixins and have a test and a remedy for this. It's like we are

centuries behind the times..it's all right there and you'd have to be

stupid not to see it. I'm still MAD!!!!!and tired of trying to figure

all this out and find things to save me and help me.....Some days what

I feel drives me nuts and I can't get away from it either...I'm glad

I'm out of the TOXIC workplace and thankful I remediated my toxic house

and hope I got it all...Girl at work is getting More symptoms.......she

is in denial! I told her to GET OUT ASAP!

Rhonda hoping it's got to get better than this! in future....

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