I want to die

[Guest guest]

Thank you fir your time

And thank you for listening to me

I have no one I can talk to and it is late atnight

And I cry and feel helpless and I want to die

The only thought that gives me hope

Is that I can try to kill myslef

I feel that life is too hard on me

And I cannot cope

People give me advice all the time

What I should do

How I should take more responsibilit

And I feel that it is too complicate for me

I gave up on having babies cause it is too much for me

I don't care if I will not have a boy friend

And the only issue that force me to cope is the money issue

I don't mind not working either

But I don't want to live on the streets

And for now I have a home

But in the future, I might have to get a job

And I don't want to work

I just want to sleep or die

I am scared

And I just want someone to hug me

And protect me from this life

I just want to die

And I don't know how to do it

I am afraid

I know you cannot help me either

And I write here anyway

I want to die.

I feel that I have big issues

That I didn't deal with them

And they all come up

i am not going to run away to fantazy land

By wanting things I cannot have

I need to make peace with what I do have now

I am too worried and scared

And please don't ask me to do the work

It doesn't work for me

I want to die

And maybe I should go to mental institute

To calm down

So I will not hurt myslef