Feeling Lonely....and FRUSTRATED

[Guest guest]

I feel " down " ; I need you all so much...I just told my

in-laws (who really are nice) about the chiari because

they keep expecting me to get better and I finally got

fed up trying to get better...I told them; I'll have good days and bad

days...they just can't relate and they do kinda look at me as if I am an

alien; so much

wrong; so young; they're in their late 60's and healthier than I'll ever

be; I cant' keep up with them!

Also I'm not used to asking for help; it's hard; but I

find myself asking for help from this group so easily

because you understand; I guess I just need e-mail HUGS

and you are sending them to me; forgive me..I just need

more!! I have so much I want to vent, but I've been

" controlled " within myself for so long now....and it's

hard to shake the feeling that I'm " bothering " people

if I talk about my health....????!!

Anyway I'm not even saying it right...please...understand the unspoken

plea??????

Kathleen in CA

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