Ward Born May 29th 2008

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone,

3 weeks ago Margarita and I welcomed our first child into the

world, what an amazing experience life has become. I first want to

thank all the people who have shared their stories with us and gave

us strength in the most difficult of times. Reaching out into the

unknown we found the extra bit of hope that we really needed. When we

recieved our amnio results back in January we were struck with such

despair we could hardly function as human beings. We couldn't eat, we

couldn't sleep we had questions nobody could answer,like ' what must

have we done to deserve this'? I don't think pain gets any more

severe than that we felt for those few days. That weekend we spoke to

Kristy for the first time she spent a couple of hours on the phone

with us. That weekend himself said his first words to me right

out of some heavenly realm he said " Daddy just give me a chance I'll

do the best I can " I'll never forget that moment, those words, they

changed my life that very instant,I became a father. I realized I'll

do the best I can given I had the chance. From that moment I started

to hear, see and think differently. Somebody long ago said 'when the

student is ready the teacher will appear' That teacher being Spirit

just started speaking from everywhere and everyone, and revealing

light on every subject. Now I'm not too crazy I didn't go psychotic

or anything I suppose I just chose to start seeing the brighter side

of things.I remember this lady saying stop asking why did you do this

to me God and that I should try asking why did you do this for me.

That made sense and I know its up to me to be a student of life or be

a victom of every circumstance. Anyway life is good and I have a son

to teach something to. I pray that be he will learn how to love life

and all that comes his way. was 7lbs 13oz and 20in long at his

birth his hobbies are eating crying and touching hearts. At three

weeks old he's a bigger hero than I'll ever be I mean the kid made

the world a better place in like 5 seconds. Hearing him cry when he

hit the cold air was something else.

So here I am 39 with a beautiful women and a beautiful baby boy

I've never been happier or more affraid but I trust the happiness and

dismiss the fear all a person can do is their best and the best is

what happens to us if we choose to see the best in what happens. I'm

going to try and post some photographs of our son after this I'm a

bit of a rambler and I type about three words a minute but sicerley I

just want everyone out there, whether your having trouble with things

that have happened or not to know we thank you so much for reaching

out in the name of love because we all have it and we all need it.

One,

Margarita and Tom