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I'm surprised, given that you worked so hard to get an old tolerable

computer, that you thought new televisions would be okay...

I figured if I get a plasma tv at some point it will be on craigslist,

one at least a year old.

But one has to make sure the tv is in a home that doesn't use scented

candles, glade, etc.

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Since my initial mold exposure experience, I have made a surprisingly

large number of stupid decisions, such as buying NEW T.V.'s after my

long struggle to get a computer old enough to not be off-gassing.

Hardly a week goes by, without my making at least ONE stupid decision.

Maybe this is a residual effect of past mold exposures?

My rapid evaluation of my initial mold exposure was only possible due

to the exposure being at work. One day, my job took me to the middle of

a forest, for an entire day. As a life-long asthmatic, I figured that

the massive pollen exposure would finish me off, as I was already

deathly ill, from what I did NOT yet recognize as indoor mold exposure.

To my surprise and bewilderment, my suffering got BETTER, not worse, in

the forrest. As I pondered why I was not dying from the combined effect

of my undiagnosed illness and the forest pollen, I realized that what

had been killing me, from the time I started the job, one month

earlier, MUST be something at my place of work. The next day, with

flashlights in hand, my boss and myself, took a tour of the rest of the

building, outside of our own office space.

We were the first and only tennant in a shipyard that had been

abandoned for 50 years. What we found, will give me nightmares for the

rest of my life. We saw FIFTY YEARS of slimey black mold growth,

EVERYWHERE, from 50 years of rain having fallen into a building without

any window panes. My only remaining decision, at that point, was to

choose between quiting and driving home, or quiting and driving to the

hospital emergency room. I drove home, where [surprise-surprise]

everyone thought that I was crazy for quiting such a good job, because

I was " delusional " about my being killed by a " building " .

Since my mold exposure had been for only one month, I began recovering

in about one week, and was fully recovered within a month. But,

somewhere along the line, I became a little " stupid " , and find myself

making many stupid decisions

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>

> I'm surprised, given that you worked so hard to get an old tolerable

> computer, that you thought new televisions would be okay...

> I figured if I get a plasma tv at some point it will be on craigslist,

> one at least a year old.

>

> But one has to make sure the tv is in a home that doesn't use scented

> candles, glade, etc.

>

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DONT FELL ALONE, hard to remember what you learn,hard to learn what

you dont remember. hard to remember to look at notes to remember what

you learned. hard to remind yourself to do something you dont

remember you need to do. :) i could go on but I forgot the exact

point.

>

> Since my initial mold exposure experience, I have made a

surprisingly

> large number of stupid decisions, such as buying NEW T.V.'s after

my

> long struggle to get a computer old enough to not be off-gassing.

> Hardly a week goes by, without my making at least ONE stupid

decision.

> Maybe this is a residual effect of past mold exposures?

>

> My rapid evaluation of my initial mold exposure was only possible

due

> to the exposure being at work. One day, my job took me to the

middle of

> a forest, for an entire day. As a life-long asthmatic, I figured

that

> the massive pollen exposure would finish me off, as I was already

> deathly ill, from what I did NOT yet recognize as indoor mold

exposure.

> To my surprise and bewilderment, my suffering got BETTER, not

worse, in

> the forrest. As I pondered why I was not dying from the combined

effect

> of my undiagnosed illness and the forest pollen, I realized that

what

> had been killing me, from the time I started the job, one month

> earlier, MUST be something at my place of work. The next day, with

> flashlights in hand, my boss and myself, took a tour of the rest of

the

> building, outside of our own office space.

>

> We were the first and only tennant in a shipyard that had been

> abandoned for 50 years. What we found, will give me nightmares for

the

> rest of my life. We saw FIFTY YEARS of slimey black mold growth,

> EVERYWHERE, from 50 years of rain having fallen into a building

without

> any window panes. My only remaining decision, at that point, was to

> choose between quiting and driving home, or quiting and driving to

the

> hospital emergency room. I drove home, where [surprise-surprise]

> everyone thought that I was crazy for quiting such a good job,

because

> I was " delusional " about my being killed by a " building " .

>

> Since my mold exposure had been for only one month, I began

recovering

> in about one week, and was fully recovered within a month. But,

> somewhere along the line, I became a little " stupid " , and find

myself

> making many stupid decisions

> .................................................

> --- In , " jill1313 " <jenbooks13@>

wrote:

> >

> > I'm surprised, given that you worked so hard to get an old

tolerable

> > computer, that you thought new televisions would be okay...

> > I figured if I get a plasma tv at some point it will be on

craigslist,

> > one at least a year old.

> >

> > But one has to make sure the tv is in a home that doesn't use

scented

> > candles, glade, etc.

> >

>

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I wouldn't call you stupid, I do that to myself, too. We're sensitive

and we live in a toxic world.

We just can't totally get it through our heads that everything across

the board these days has chemicals and we have to apply the same

stringency to it all.

Imagine how upset I was that somehow something in my sweater

" poisoned " at least temporarily my washer. I got very upset at myself

but why?

I was tempted to buy new organic cotton clothing online but went to

Patagonia as I mentioned and I don't like the smell of their organic

cotton. I realized I have to try something or ask for a swatch before

I buy it. I almost got " stupid " there. Who knows what's in the dye and

how the cotton was treated after being grown. All I know is my body

didn't like it.

There is so much to learn.

I was just reading about a guy who built an aluminum enclosure for his

computer tower so it wouldn't offgas. It works. However, I can't

imagine what would happen if you open it! I guess you have a friend

open it for you, or you'll get a hit of chemicals.

I also just discovered polyethylene, food grade, mattress covers.

Didn't know those existed (although I'm happy with my ad-hoc bed now

which is Thermarest camping mats piled up and velcroed together.)

People thought you were crazy? Well if you stayed there you might be

dead, then they couldn't think anything about you at all!!!!!!

> >

> > I'm surprised, given that you worked so hard to get an old tolerable

> > computer, that you thought new televisions would be okay...

> > I figured if I get a plasma tv at some point it will be on craigslist,

> > one at least a year old.

> >

> > But one has to make sure the tv is in a home that doesn't use scented

> > candles, glade, etc.

> >

>

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