update from Jill

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I'm heartbroken but desperate - I just gave my baby to my family, who took

her back East, so that I can figure out where and how to detox. My husband is

still dealing with trying to get rid of our old place and all our stuff,

cars, etc, and his office is cross-contaminated for me so we haven't been able

to see him or have his help.

I'm really sick. I'm reacting to everything again, some cross

contamination still probably, some other just " stuff " like gas heat, the car I'm

borrowing, the laundry machine I'm using (unless I'm spreading mycotoxins from

my

sweat still) etc. I'm acutely sensitive to mycotoxins but the levels in the

house must be incredibly minute because a lot of things seemed ok when I took

them outside - I just can't chance another cross contamination. Anyway - I wish

there were a good source for a lot of things we're leaving behind (expensive

air filters, heavenly heat sauna, etc) if anyone has any ideas...of course

it couldn't be to anyone who is sensitive to mycotoxins!

As far as me, I'm hoping for some help from the lists.

I had my mycotoxin lab tests run --

18 ochratoxin (aspergillus and penicillium)

..6 tricothecene (stachy)

I've started on CSM, Ampho B nasal spray, diflucan, liposomal and IV

glutathione. I'm kinda piecing this together myself with the support of a

local doc

who doesn't do this but understands my situation. I'd go to a clinic but

worry about housing. Anyone know whether Lieberman's clinic has safe housing

yet? Or Dr Gray?

I'm unsure how much CSM to use at this point. Any input welcome.

I will also go to the local rec center to sauna (we left my sauna behind).

But I'd have to shower in chlorinated water - will that defeat the purpose?

Living situation - it got cold again so i can't camp. I'm looking to buy a

safe RV although worried I'd cross contaminate it at this point until I

detox. In the meantime, we rented a house where I'm definitely having some

issues

with the gas heat - but we also left our ridiculously expensive

($1000/each!) electric MCS safe heaters behind (oh all those years of investing

in MCS

products). And I need heat. I can't afford to buy anything expensive now, and

cheap heaters offgas.

I have no clothes. I bought a few items but realize the machine has

residual Tide and either that or mycotoxins are affecting me when I wash

clothes. I

need to get new stuff and wash only in the sink for now - but how to get out

the " new " formaldehyde if washing in a sink? Soaking in vinegar for days?

Clothing is a really tough one.

I want to get strong enough to be able to care for my baby again. I will do

anything. I can't physically build my own RV so , please think of

something else! I am mostly fine when outside but don't have much in terms of

transportation to get supplies...as I keep somehow?? cross contaminating cars I

borrow - OR sensitizing to them (it seems I can't differentiate anymore I'm

so overloaded).

Anyway - all ideas welcome. This is now past desperation point. I'd like

to make the rental house work as best as possible while I'm hear until we

figure out where to go. And I'd like to detox as much as possible from the

mycotoxins - so that's the first line of action.

Thanks

Jill

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