Re: The real world

[Guest guest]

Sometimes I forgett that I don't live in the real world. Sometimes I don't

understand when you guys say you are embaressed by this condition or how you are

afraid of telling someone at work to stop making trigger sounds. Because I

manage a bar ai do not socialize on my days off. I enjoy spending time alone and

even avoid haveing lunch with friends. So basicaly I am at home or work. My

boyfriend bought the bar that I worked at through college 9 years ago. It is a

neighborhood bar so some od the same people are around since I started in 1994.

I even have a women who works for me who had been there it is a second home. All

the regulars now not to tap or whistle and I have gotten in to the habit of

putting my hand on top of a tapping hand and pushing it down. Complete

strangers. The kitchen staff are not allowed to click or play with their tongs.

I even kicked a girl out on Super Bowl Sunday because intead of clapping she was

slapping on her table. I forgett that In the real world I am very shy. Three

years ago I went back to school for nursing and dropped out because a girl

clicked her pen. I can't imagine being at a new job and having to explaine this.

I hate the bar buisness. I always have. But I can't imagine not being in

control. The only other job I had was managing a company where I was in my car

80% of the time. I NEED. TO BE MORE SENSITIVE to people in the group. It's just

so easy for me because I never leave my comfort zone. I havn't even been in a

grocery store in over a year. I do understand how hard it is when you are not in

a controlled enviroment.

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