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I have nobody in my life other than my mother, father, and brother because of my

aversion to coughing among other things. If you're bothered by eating noises or

something like that, it's one thing. But being bothered by a (really quite

loud) noise that is very common to the point of being unavoidable when around

any group of people no matter how small or in what location, it creates the

effect of a social anxiety disorder, keeping me away from everyone. It has also

had a profound effect on my career and schooling. That is to say, I've

basically failed miserably at literally everything in life, and there are times

that I truly want to die. Unfortunately it's even more difficult than that,

because there are many many sounds that bother me just as much as coughing, it's

just that this one trigger sound happens to be literally everywhere. I wanted

to be a landscape designer, but have found it extremely difficult because of an

aversion to dog barking. I think it's like a cancer; the accumulated stress

makes me more susceptible to acquiring more triggers because I'm so used to

being irritable. As if my people problems weren't enough, my own body bothers

me (ear pops all the time, muscles twitching, ankle cracks and pops). The only

reason my family believes me is because in my moments of near insanity, I rake

my fingernails down my face and slam my head against the wall, and have damaged

my eardrum on multiple occasions; it would be difficult to prove that I'm NOT

mental. Currently, I'm unemployed, living with my parents with no life and no

prospects. I know I need to find work, but I'm fighting against zero motivation,

as some of you could probably understand.

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> Hello everyone , i was just wondering what kind of noises annoy you more like

send you into a rage*hopefully u get what i mean* and does this effect your

social life somehow? To me if i hear just a burp or clicking of pen or snapping

of finger ,hiccup sometyms and some other noises i get extremly angry ,leave the

place m sitting at lyk dinner table for example,and my family dont really

believe such thing as *misophonia* exist and they think m exagerating and

getting angry for no reason..so i would like to hear about u guys...thank you

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