Re: i did NOT think the 20/20 episode gave the half of it

[Guest guest]

I sort of thought it was good to show how a loved one ought to try to

accommodate 4Sers, but sadly from some of the comments I've read, I see that

even that has not reached some people who continue to dismiss it even in light

of 20/20. I'm sorry, but I consider it a rather reliable tv program, so if it's

on 20/20, I'd be inclined to give the topic the benefit of the doubt. But I do

agree it would've made for more well-rounded coverage to show a situation where

a person does not have the support of loved ones or coworkers, and how that just

makes the problem that much worst.

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> I personally think they could have had better people to talk about it. Im

sorry but i wish i had mom like that!!!! i was kicked out of my home when i was

14 years old. i was in the car with my mom and sister for 4 hours straight my

sister was chewing gum, eating chips, and donuts. well after have been arguing

with my mom after asking my sister if she can please chew with her mouth closed

she did but my mom said knock it off elizabeth shes fine so the smacking

contenued 30 min later i grabbed the bag of POWDERED donuts and threw them on

the floor. my mother proceded with a when we get home get your shit and get out

of my house i dont care where you go just get out. i was 14... i called my

grandma who came and got me. i dont talk to my family anymore because they just

see me as a crazy psyco bi$#@ there own words. And anytime i get a trigger and

ask them to please stop when i absolutly cant remove my self my mom tells me to

leave and just stop comming back i cant get a get out of jail free card anytime

i get a trigger. Wheni do go around my family when i open the door its oh god

and everyone scaters some leave somego outside and some just say canyou leave. i

meet my fiance when i was 16 and we got our own place i am so THANKFUL to have

suck a understanding man. i had to drop out of school because the everyday

triggers were just to much i came home and cried everyday. i have been in 2

mental hospitals 3 out poatient centers and about EVERY doctor in texas ear nose

and throaght neurologest psycologest and psyciatrest been on bout every

medication and combinations they could think of. my triggers are bass and tvs

chewing sniffling breathing coughing and my mother in laws voice... just a few

of them! we just recently moved into his familys house i eat in my own room

alone. i wear sony earphones at home they are wireless and i hook them into the

back of the tv i can just hear the tv but it does not take the sound away for

everyone else my father in law loves to have surround sound oh my gosh i am

living in my own personal helll but when i have the headphones on i cant hear

it. i wear ear buds around public and keep atleast one in my ear at all times.

i sleep with ear plugs and and wake up in tears from the pain of them. all i

keep hearing is alter your life to live with others ignore it. PLEASE TELL ME

HOW I CAN DO SO!!!! because i personally think i am. ive been diagnosed by polar

add ocd crazy and just been called a straight up spoiled psyco bitch from a

doctor thats just a few. im currently in online college and hope to one day

specalise in mesophonia. now to have a family so understanding would be heaven!

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