RE: [CRPS]rsd tens unit,PT,drs,etc.

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,

Definitely not a baby!!! and Herb said no more pets!!! Actually I am

going to sponsor a needy child overseas through a Christian organization

called Compassion!

Hey, go ahead and scream if you want!! I know the feeling. Usually

though, I don't have the strength left in me to scream. You know I push

myself way too much to. It seems a mother's/woman's work is never done, is

it. But I'd say today it has all caught up with me. I haven't slept worth

a darn the past few weeks and I am plain exhausted. I'd love to just cover

up with a warm blanket and go to sleep but of course I'll feel lazy if I do

that. Why do we punish ourselves?

Wish you weren't having these problems with the insurance. To them we are

just a policy number forget being a hurting person. But keep fighting it,

okay.

And yes, I'm going to tell you to relax as I always do!!!!

Love ya,

Tracey

> [Original Message]

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> To: <CRPSegroups>

> Date: 5/23/00 4:03:04 PM

> Subject: rsd tens unit,PT,drs,etc.

>

> Hi all,

> I had my PT appt. today. it was the first and last. My insurance

won't

> cover the tens unit for my back. They would rather pay for narcotics

instead

> of using a tens unit to help my back. Go fiugre!!!!!!!!!

> The tens was for my back (siatic nerve) and hips from being out of

line

> (along with my pelvic bone) from using the cane the wrong way, however

its

> the only way i can use it to prevent me from falling, even though i fall

alot

> anyway, if i used it in my left hand, i'd fall 2ce as much!!!!!

> I absoulty HATE PT, drs, appts, and everything about my life right

now.

> YES i'm bitching up a storm, but we all know how very much fun PT is.

> Especially since sunday, when i completly pushed myself past any

resonable

> limits, considering i have a broken ankle. I paid for it yesterday and

today.

> I have to leave in 10 min. to take my son jimmy to the drs. (he has an

ulcer

> from his adah meds!!!) i feel strongly like SCREAMING at the top of my

> lungs to let out the stress i feel right now. Could it possibly be PMS?

maybe

> i'm not due, however, i get it 2ce a mo, every other month, 3 x a mo.

> whatever it feels like doing, so anything is possible. Could be the

change,

> (i'm 43, and my mom started young) could be the morphine messing up my

> system. Could just be that i'm totally overwhelmed with my life.

> YES. I am NOT getting enough rest. YES i know i should tell everyone

> here, " your on your own guys i'm going to lay down " but NO, you all know

i

> won't. So i probably should just shut up and stop bitching since i'm

doing

> this to myself. God i am a born myatar, can't even spell it right. Bad

habits

> are hard to break.

> Hope everyone is all calmed down and doing better, much better than

i

> am. Someone here emialed me privatly and offered me a tens unit if the

> insurance doens't pay for mine. Well, it doesn't . i told dad and his

> response was " well i' guess you'll have to be without one. " AAAHHHHHHHH.

He

> bought my son a 92 white jetta with a sunroof yesterday. God knows my son

> needed an expensive car like that to get back and forth to his summer

job.

> But i'll just " have to do without a tens unit. "

> Bitter? resentful? sure sounds like it to me. I have like 2 dollars

to

> my name till the 31th. Okay, thanks for listening. God thank you for

this

> list, this family, and this group. I love you all with all my heart for

being

> here for me. HAving people who care and will listen and still love me is

one

> of my greatest blessings. Thank you all. Hugs and love, nancy. PS.

TRACEY, I

> MUST HAVE MISSED SOMETHING. WHAT NEW ARRIVAL?????????????? A

> BABY???????????or an animal??????

>

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