Anger at letters with the sound of s and t, chewing and lip smacking

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This falls within the category of Miso and 4S am I right?

It all started when I was about 10yrs. old. I used to pray with my parents, and

one day I just had this weird thing when words containing the letter " s " (and

" c " 's sounding like " s " ) and " t really irritated me. Even the letter " j " when we

said " Jesus " in unison. It got worse as I grew. I'm 17 now and it's gotten to

the point where I have to listen to music in order to drown out the sounds. I've

seen the posts here, and the one about the the special earplugs that helped

reduced sound, but my family is not rich and we can't afford them.

I get real angry when my own family talks. I tend to have the " flight or fight "

thing and I usually flee to my room and listen to music to calm myself down

cause I have bad anger issues and they tend to get out of control if acted upon.

I told my dad, boyfriend and two other friends about it. Fortunately, it's not

so bad when I'm with them, my boyfriend and my friends. It's REAL bad with my

grandma though. I can't even talk to her without feeling angry when she talks. I

can't eat with her either.

Sooo, I'm guessing it does fall into that category but I wanna make sure I'm not

confusing it with something else.

Thanks to all who reply.