Guest guest Posted February 25, 2012 Report Share Posted February 25, 2012 Hi everyone,I wanted to thank those who are having kind thoughts and saying prayers for me. You'll never know how much I need that.Thank you also for the phone calls you have made Cat and .I am sorry I can't stay on too long,but every minute is appreciated.I should have some test results on Monday.I am scared because where I live,everything goes in slow motion,but the Hospital called me a day after the mamagram and wanted to do one more extensive and an ultrasound.The scarey part was they showed me the pic.s of my last one a couple of years ago and then this weeks! There is a vast difference!Pea sized solid white spots now,clear then!I do have nodes on my liver (and a cist)on my lung and my thyroid,so possibly these could be the same.My SED rate isn't bad,39,but my sugar is all over the place thanks to all of the meds I am taking!I also now have Scoriasis (sp) everywhere, thanks to my shots of Enbrel,first my skin burns and then it gets red and then the hard scaley skin appears!It is even on my forehead now!So what shall we fight now?We had just gotten a high but manegable cost for the Enbrel!I was told by my Rheumy that I will probably be going on Humira,but from what I've been told it is pretty much the same as Enbrels cost?I am still on Methotrexate shots once a week,but that stopped working by itself years ago!I am dizzy and nauseated and yet I have gained 52 lbs. in a month,which I am told is cause by two of the three pills and my insulin shot are causing the weight gain!Sometimes I just want to scream and other times I want to disappear so my wonderful hubby won't have to work so hard to make enough to support all my needs.He would not be happy to see this written about him,he always says remember our vows and it's just you and me sweet pea!I don't know what God thinks I did to deserve him,but I am blessed.I hate how ugly I look and don't want my family to be ashamed of me.Well this is alot longer than I intended,I am so sorry if I have made anyone fall asleep. God Bless and take care, love Elly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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