was wondering

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hello everyone

well i was feeling good up until a couple days ago. I had pain so bad in both

shoulders, elbows, and wrists. I could hardly move them at all and the pain in

my neck was unbelievable my pain pill never even touched it my question is I

have talked to my rhumey and she said i should get the shot in the neck (

steroids) i told her i was afraid cause something might happen she told me this

is what the pain specialist do on another note my so called husband tried

another one of his tricks he had his girlfriend get power of attonery for him

mind you all we are not divorce yet and he has stage 4 lung cancer and i think

he is in his final stage of life cause he was in the hospital over the weekend

and tried to keep it hush hush told my daughter not to tell me anything so i

called my new lawyer and he said he cant do that and called the judge and the

judge put a freeze on everything he did and i told my lawyer well he took out a

new loan and he was not suppose to

cause the loan we had together if he would of died the loan would have been

paid off so much has been going on lately im surpised im not in the hospital

over everything he is doing and oh by the way he is stalking me he is everywhere

i am and i cant do nothing about it cause he is not threating me nice but I no

he is going to do harm to me what does he have to lose he is in his final stage

of his life it is just a matter of time now I am so scared i don't sleep eat

nothing lost another 5.5 pounds  thanks for listening