ADRENAL FATIGUE/GRATITUDE/TONI

[Guest guest]

How well said Toni! I recall times of feeling angry, upset frustrated trapped

and depenent when i was driven to bed so long being ill. Do you think what

you've called coplaining was actually 'fear thinking out loud'? I think that's

what its been for me in terms of 'i cant do this' 'cant plan that' and i just

wasnt saying i was afraid. For me the loss of so much in my life and lack of

support has led me at times to want to be asked about on some level/not every

day or every waking hour. For me its still hard constantly seeing what everyone

else has that i no longer have. I'm truly glad for the other people and im

grateful i can do what i do and still have anything but its a constant battle

for me to separate out the 'before ill life' from the 'now life' and be

'contented in the now life.