Recovery/Netty

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I apologize for not having a clearer understanding of your current situation

Netty as i know there have been a number of posts on issue of substances you've

been taking. From most of what i've read much of your energy seems to be

directed at how to secure certain drugs to alleviate symptoms. What do you

believe you want to accomplish at this time? Granted you want to not have pain.

Do you want away from any of these drugs or do yourself as wanting to have major

pain killers as the way to treat your condition? How long ago did you start

narcotic drugs and who is monitoring that in terms of dr. Theres no ? You've

been using some powerful and highly addictive drugs so you need careful

monitoring of anything you're taking(in my opinion/not coming as medical advise)

I'd encourage to focus on your use of these substances and seek the assistance

of medical staff well versed in these types of drugs in terms of tolerance,

addiction withdrawal etc. If you are

already doing so you might consider a second opinion. Id like to see you be

able to shift your focus from how to secure another drug to a more ouerall view

of 'what are all the things i can do to fell as good as possible with the least

amount of substances possible and i wouldnt doubt you feel fearful of tacling

the substances. If what you want is to be on less pain meds i think you can get

there by working with people dealing with addictive substances in a way to

slowly move you away from those. Whatever choices you make best of luck and

consider the possibility of these substances making you worse and pls do not do

anything w/o strict medical advice to prevent any danger to youself. Sorry 4 the

above 'gliche' in this post.