Guest guest Posted July 27, 2012 Report Share Posted July 27, 2012 Thanks so much. It feels so comforting to know that there are others, and that they do understand and I'm not going through this alone. Right now I feel like I'm being attacked by like bugs and they're all over my body biting me everywhere! And when I tell my mom this she looks at me like I'm crazy.. Maybe I am crazy.. Maybe all this itchiness is driving me mad.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2012 Report Share Posted July 27, 2012 Yeah, not only that, I'm 17, about to be 18 in a month, in a year I'm going to start college, this rash is so gross looking.. I was a dancer and an actress.. now it hurts to much to dance and plus I wouldn't even want too because this gross red bumpy rash is just all over.. I'm to embarrassed to hang out with friends or even go anywhere, the only people who really see me are my family and my long term boyfriend... and I'm even to embarrassed for him to see me even though he tells me I look beautiful and gorgeous but I just don't believe him.. I feel like I look hideous... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2012 Report Share Posted July 27, 2012 Thanks, I just want it to go away so badly... I just want to feel beautiful again... Like in the movies where it's a high school scene and there's that one couple that everyone envies... " Star football player and cheer captain " That's me and my boyfriend, accept I'm on the drill squad.(Well maybe not anymore because of all this.) I'm just so afraid that when school starts he'll be too embarrassed to be seen with me.. And all of this causing so many emotions for me are making us argue more then ever.. I don't want to take things out on him, and I don't notice when I'm doing it and I really don't mean to hurt him like this.. but I don't know how to fix it... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2012 Report Share Posted July 27, 2012 My battery low. Will write more later. The beginning is hard indeed and i. Had so many of the fears you have. Its so so annoying. Later. I can write more later. You dont feel it but you are closer to a remission than you were 10 min ago...your heading for it....liz Sent from my Verizon Wireless 4G LTE DROID Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 27, 2012 Report Share Posted July 27, 2012 Thanksso much, talk to you later (: > > My battery low. Will write more later. The beginning is hard indeed and i. Had so many of the fears you have. Its so so annoying. Later. I can write more later. You dont feel it but you are closer to a remission than you were 10 min ago...your heading for it....liz > > Sent from my Verizon Wireless 4G LTE DROID > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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