Guest guest Posted August 21, 2012 Report Share Posted August 21, 2012 I havent posted in a long time but here i am now. It hasnt been a very good year for me compared to some other times. Generally ive not said anything and when i have it's been to try to tell someone to look on the 'up' side. I'm grateful for many things but right now i'm feeling drained from everything. I've been feeling ill and in pain to point of having to crawl on the floor on hands and knees to do things. Being on my own it's hard to just 'stop'. I think the hardest part right now is having parents knowing i'm ill and never calling but i'm calling them to check on them. People i thought were friends are acting like they can call or not call and i have nothing to do and when they want something or want nurturing it's expected. I feel like i'm not fitting into the disabled world or the 'well world'. I think most of you on the group have families, spouses, others in some fashion. It's very hard for me to take 'help'. I'm very independent headed. I feel very alone. Sometines scared. It was said in March i have DDD and arthritis but i dont even know what to think of that. well there's more but i'll leave it at this and ask if there's anyone out there who feels like i do and if theres a support brigade(how IS that word spelled anyway? cant spell lately either!) out there. Excuse any typos. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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