new doctor and suboxone

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well all hell has broke lose and know i know i dotn have any family support

or friends to rely on to help me at the worst time of my life. i went to

the pain doctor the new one and he treated me so bad he abused me and

belittle me to tears and took 50.00 from me and 15.00 for a ride there and i

left

empty handed. he looked at my paperwork i filled out at his office not my

mri he sadi he didn't have them which i had called and they told me he

receivd them and would accept me as a new patient why did he bother if he knew

he want going to give me any meds . he said wow 5 roxy a day you are

addcited and all theser other meds what is wrong with you i told him i was in a

bad car accident and had 7 herniated disks spinal stenisosis fibro ebv

numbness on my whole left side and he felt around my legs and arms and sadi

awww

you are not that bad off but i am not giving you any pain meds you need to

detox and check myself in to a rehab first and seee a pshychistrist wow he

got all that from looking at me which i had on dress pants nice wshirt all

dressed up, he was so mean i cant help you to you clean up your act i said

why he said i do intervention pain mangemnt like epidurals i sadi why

didn't you tell me that before you took my money and made me drive here that

you werent not goignto write any rx he sadi this is is counselt, i was pissed

he said i need professional help then come back and see him i said i dont

think so i also told him he doesn't have to live in chronic pain every day

like i do . he said there is something really wrong with you are to hyper

i told him i had adhd he said it more than that like i was a junkie i cryed

and turned to my family for help big mistake my brother who get 300 pain

meds in nj for npothing being wrong with him knows a lot so i thought he

could give me some good advice he made me want to kill myself i have been

crying for two days now i feel so alone. my brother told me this was all my

faqult and if the dcotro didn't give me meds he must not think i have3 anything

wrong with me like the mris lie right he sells all his pills and makes

2,000 a month he has nothing qrong with him people like him make it hard for

soemone like me that needs trhem so he has pills i need and he has money he

never offeredto help me just yelling at me this is my fault i knew this was

going to happen i abused my pills etc then he told me to pawn my

engagement ring since it is a life or death situition my ring is worth 1500.00

i

sadi no why dont you lend me the 350.00 so i can go to the doctor and get on

suboxone trying to help myselfr and asking him for help then he sadi dont

expect mom to help you either you got your self into this mess and expect

otheer s to help me i said i would do anything for you if you were in pain and

i had the pills and the money to helpo you hge said yeah right and told me

to go f---- myself i hung up on him. so i called pain clininc now its

Thursday and i run out of pillsd today i dont have time to get a pain manger i

thought i had one i called avout 20 different places one place was the

cheapes but my insurance doesn't cover it so they said they could ssee my today

for 250.00 fo9r suboxone and then two weeks form now go back and pay

another 125.00 then 125.00 a mon th fter that not including the meds witer

still doesn't solve my problems the last pain doctor had me on soemthing to

sleep anxiety etc now what i am goignto die of seixures from detoxing off 5

meds ,i had no choice no help but to pawn a 800 chain my mom gave me for xmas

i got 300.00 for it to go to the dcotor today thn my so called friend

dumped me and told me to go to hell 20 min be3fore my appt today so i had to

ride in a dress 3 miles on the scotter in 100 degree weather i waited two

hours to see the3 doctor filled out 20 pages of stuff then i go to the pharma

y and they tell me they dont have it i freaked so i went antoher mile to

another pharmacy and they had it cost me only 6.50 i am still crying and feel

alone and like dying as i write this i am so scared i cant start the

subxone till tomorrow cause i took two roxy today i dont know if this is the

anhswer i dont think this will kill all the pains i have i am disgusted and

scared

please help someone

netty